Everything Under the Moon

Yeah I've tried that but you need money to exist and money to do what you want to do etc

Yeah I know the most obvious answers are there as mentioned by ebenb84 but even these simple answers are hard to find and even the smallest things fail on me, nothing ever comes through and works out, I've almost accepted it as a fact of life that nothing will go my way and it doesn't, the only thin...

Oh hell no stuff that! I've been trying for the opposite, it got so bad I could hardly tell dream from memory, like I went to school and was meters from going up to her and continuing the conversation I had had with her yesterday when I realised I hadn't even talked to her and it was just a dream so...

Nah its ironic, I dont have control of when I can control the dream. So yeah its not conscious lucid dreaming haha. It's like I close my eyes and it just happens but there are the occasional dream i can't control, but its hard to explain the lucid dreaming its not always total control i just realise...

Nah its ironic, I dont have control of when I can control the dream. So yeah its not conscious lucid dreaming haha. It's like I close my eyes and it just happens but there are the occasional dream i can't control, but its hard to explain the lucid dreaming its not always total control i just realise...

Yeah i seen a shrink and they told me I was trying to subconsciously sabotage myself in every aspect of life so that makes sense, thanks

Haha YOU'RE sorry? I only got access to a computer just now lol I was feeling really bad too, so it should be me whose sorry lol So with you all unknown divine aspects all resonate from the same source/sources that take different forms for each process? I can see how that'd make sense. See I find it...

Omg lol Do I know you or something? that's so not cool lol.... Hammish?

Yeah I know you weren't but military isn't on my side is all, um but university I have thought about and always wanted to do since I have the brains but its the pressure that makes me jumpie since I'd chop off my arm in order to prevent being as far into depression as I was a year and a half ago and...

Thank you, yeah I try to come on every day to see if you've replied. <3 The irony of all this is I wasnt always religious, I decided to research a lot of faiths (from Christianity to Buddhist etc) in order to find clarity and decided with Paganism because it was in line with what I believed in. I ha...

Yeah exactly, many thanks Lisa, I have enough people telling me what to do all I really need is support or people showing they care or anything positive, its like a cup and mine is empty so I'm after people to help me fill it not break it by squeezing too tight :/

I didn't find Charlatan's comment too mean but thanks for sticking up and everything its appreciated that people care, Its not as easy as gettin a paper, I've done that and there are no jobs, I live in a small town.
Near Mackay in QLD, AUS for the person who was asking

I've only just realised that I was submerged in water up to my neck while doing the spell (having a bath) when I done the healing spell! and all other spells I do are around a fire, maybe thats the key, maybe all I need is water?

Yeah we definitely have more freedom over here, you actually have more over in the US I mean if we don't vote over here we get a fine and if we don't pay it or can't pay it then we go to jail? So we have a freedom to be forced to vote haha but it's not like we are forced into every decision like in ...

I haven't tried it in ages though, the water bending (I find it funny its called water bending and I "bent" the water toward my hand) I done it like once or twice but thats it, I wish I could do it with fire. Yeah I'm a Canceleo (cancer/leo cusp) so I figured if I could with water which is...