Pendulum and Goddess Questions

[Aspiria]

Hey everyone! I'm new and learning so I have a question of course, lol. Yesterday I used a pendulum to ask questions. I said a little chant to the Goddess for help with the answers. I asked general ones and then I asked questions about her. Am I on the right path? Yes. Is my Goddess answering these questions? Yes. Will you help me find your name? Yes. Are you Celtic? No. Greek, Roman, Norse? No to all of these. I became a little flustered and couldn't think of any other types, lol. I asked other questions and got yes or no answers, and sometimes it would stop swinging entirely. I'd ask if I wasn't meant I know that answer and it would say yes. So...I have a connection to all things Celtic and I love the Greek pantheon as well. I've always been drawn to them, even as a child. So my question is was I maybe askin the question the wrong way? Or maybe I should just try again? Do I need to use specific names instead? I thought it would be easier to first find out which pantheon she was and go from there, but that didn't pan out. Any suggestions?

[The Judge]

The most common method of learning who your god/dess is, would be through meditation and communication. This is a different technique, so I'm not sure if it will work. I wish you the best in your search. They will reveal themselves when the time is right.

[Aspiria]

Thank you. I'm not very good at meditation. I've always had an issue with full concentration lol. Even if I am focuse on one thought, there's always numerous, possibly dozens of other thought lines, are running behind it. I get off track and usually it's hard to get back on. It's very hard to turn of my inner monologue. Once I tried so hard to clear my mind I ended up with an instant major headache. I have almost daily headaches and I'm afraid to try that again. I have a high pain tolerance for almost everything except my head and stomach. Both of which I have issues with. My body doesn't tolerate stress well, lol. So if you have any suggestions for all that, please feel free to tell me. Sorry I'm long winded (figuratively and literally lol).

[The Judge]

lol, don't worry about it. There are several techniques you can use to help focus. I'll look around and see if I can't find a couple.