I dreamed I had another life

[Apollonia]

Background first:
I worked at this place and had a "Flirtation" with my supervisor
We would go out for drinks after work, Go to parties and events with a group of other people from work.
Then He hired a man who became my husband.
My husband and I have been together 10 years and married for 8
we are happily married and have two beautiful daughters

Now to my dream:
I dreamed that I was married to the supervisor guy and we had two children, We were at my families holiday party and everyone in my family knew Him and the kids, but I didn't. But I couldn't let anyone know that I didnt know (or like) my own kids.


My interputaion:
?? Maybe my subconcious showing me "What could have been" had I not met my husband.

do you have any insights??