Living through grief and death

[TheFireWithin]

Sorrow will come,
Sorrow will stay,
Not quite so jolly,
as songs about a sleigh,
They never write songs,
about sorrow or grief,
all they're about,
are fake sadness,
to turn over a new leaf,
You can understand,
the feeling, that is,
If you haven't experienced it,
whether its her's or its his,
You can feel it the most,
way down in your belly,
your senses are dull,
your legs feel like jelly,
Your head starts throbbing,
your going to faint,
your hands starts sweating,
you go as white as paint,
then it hits you, loud and clear,
there is no way out,
nowhere to steer,
You can only hope,
only believe,
They might be gone today,
tomorrow, or new year's eve!
You cherish every moment,
you can remember,
from the first of January,
to the end of December,
Your life with them,
passes through your eyes,
you might be going,
to your despise,
A hurricane hits, then a twister,
you stop a man to ask
Mister Mister!
Where are we going?
Is it a happy Place?
Then it goes all dark,
the winds start to race,
you get thrown flown forward,
flat on your face,
your life reverses, then it fast forwards
To your childhood, then to an adult it goes towards,
The room starts spinning,
You can not breathe,
Your lungs need air, and you can not leave!,
You know its over,
you know your going,
you regret your mistakes,
from backstabbing to not lawn mowing,
Theres no stopping it, you try to be brave,
you wonder who will be there,
to see your grave,
It goes all white,
you can not see,
your happy in this place,
you know and believe,
wou wished it would end,
in a happier way,
So you could hug your loved ones,
on your last day,
You flash through your life,
throughout every moment,
feelings cut through you like a knife,
sadness, bitter, joy and pride,
You want to wake up,
from this horrible stride,
I need to see my family, just one last day!,
please, I beg, please,please,please!
Ill just head down say I love you and hey,
So I tumble back to earth, through time,
I embrace my family, and the feeling is fine,
Oh Mother! Oh Father! Oh Sister! Oh Brother!
Remember this, because its important and true,
I whisper three words gently,
and they are,
I Love You.

[Sobek]

that was boring, by the time i got to the end i was a little annoyed because it seemed to go on forever.

[TheFireWithin]

I found it off a site. They didnt include a name, unless you count Anonymous. I was just looking for a sad poem, and I can see how it got boring.