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An introspective survey I created

Postby Colubra » Wed Jul 18, 2007 7:28 pm

I wrote a survey out of boredom and disenchantment with the "typical" surveys out there. I hope it will prove to be interesting and give both insight into yourselves and others. I didn't fill it out yet because I just wrote the damn thing lol. I will get to it later. I hope you enjoy it!


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Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?

4. What is the least desireable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza that you have heard of people actually eating?

5. Would you rather wittness the beginning or the end of the universe?

6. Describe your favorite pair of socks:

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings:

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?

14. How do you express love?

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply reexperience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the concequences?

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?

27. What is your favorite band and why?

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing?

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?

32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?

33. What book are you reading at the moment?

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?

36. Quote the last movie you watched:

37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)?

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?

41. What band tha tno longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour?

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area?

43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it?

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way?

49. Have you ever astral projected?

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":

52. What element do you feel most connected to?

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school?

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?

58. Would you rather alphabatize or put things in order according to numbers?

59. What medication do you dislike the most?

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?

63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why?

64. What skill do people often compliment you on?

65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?

66. What is your favorite symbol?

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:

68. What do you smell like right now?

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave?

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself?

72. Name something that you can't help but save:

73. What is your addiction?

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?

76. What did you dream last night?

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?

79. If you could have a conversation when any well-known figure of the past or present, who would it be and what would you want to talk about?

80. If you could bring anyone back to life, who would it be?

81. Are you affectionate?

82. Name one thing that each of your best friends is really good at:

83. What are you a perfectionist with?

84. Could you see yourself being able to carry on a long distance relationship?

85. If you could be anything but human, including anything mythical, what would you be?

86. Have you ever meditated? If so, what is your method, and if not, what do you do to relax?

87. What is something about yourself that you feel no one else understands?

88. If you could go back in time and tell your old self something about the future, when would you go to and what would you say?

89. What does your typical night out consist of?

90. What does your typical night in consist of?

91. Have you ever simply gazed into someone eyes?

92. What mystery would you like to solve?

93. If you could have anything on a t-shirt, what would it be?

94. Name something that you enjoy tha tmost people don't:

95. What is your current biggest annoyance?

96. Who do you feel like talking to right now?

97. Are you more emotional or logical?

98. What are you very sensitive about?

99. What is one of your favorite poems or song lyrics?

100. Would you rather live on a beach, in a forest, on a moutain, in the countryside, in the suburbs, or in the city?

101. Which of your beliefs do you often question?

102. If you could be held by anyone right now, who would it be?

103. What song reflects your current state in life?

104. Have you ever worked any magick, and if so, what kinds? If you haven't, do you even believe in magick?

105. What sparks your will to live?

106. What's your most used defense mechanism?

107. What has been your most transcendental experience?

108. Name an accomplishment that you are especially proud of:

109. What would be your idea of "hell on earth":

110. Name three of your greatest loves:

111. Name three of your greatest hates:

112. If you could be friends with any fictional character, who would it be?

113. If you could perform with, or hang out with, any band, who would it be and what would you want to do?

114. Romantic or kinky?

115. Dost thou enjoy florid language?

116. If you could choose any language to simply be fluent in, what would it be and why?

117. Why do you feel that you exist?

118. What is your method of escapism?

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?

121. What do you long for at this moment?

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement:

Eretik
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Postby Eretik » Wed Jul 18, 2007 9:59 pm

Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?

GERI

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?

PAINTING/DRAWING

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?

STRONG/LITTLE MILK

4. What is the least desireable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza that you have heard of people actually eating?

SNARF,PINEAPPLE!

5. Would you rather wittness the beginning or the end of the universe?

NEITHER

6. Describe your favorite pair of socks:

RAINBOW STRIPED/KNEE LENGTH

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?

GUNS N ROSES/SWEET CHILD OF MINE/NO

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?

STARS

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings: HAPPY/RELAXED

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?

PLANETARIUM

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?

YES

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?

MY ANTIQUE CARVED/BRASS PLATE COLLECTION/FAMILY PHOTOS/FANS

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?

EARTH

14. How do you express love?

ROBUSTLY

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?

SPIRITUAL

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?

GOT A RED ONE

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply reexperience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the concequences?

NEITHER

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?

YES

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?

CRIEFF/WILDERNESS

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?

DATES

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?

NONE

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?

7,IT'S MY LIFE/EXPRESSION/NAME/NUMBER ETC.

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?

NEITHER

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?

CRSIS IN THEIR LIFE

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?
TREK

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?

LORD OF RINGS

27. What is your favorite band and why?

DAMNED/THEY ROCK

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?

GREEN

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?

DON'T YET

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing?

YES/CLASH - SHOULD I STAY

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?

WILD CATS

32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?

HELL YEH

33. What book are you reading at the moment?

NONE

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?

DUH????

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?

YES

36. Quote the last movie you watched: NO

37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)?

YES

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?

RED JASPER NECKLACE/IT'S LUCKY

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?

YUCK

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?

NOW

41. What band tha tno longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour?

PAGE AND PLANT

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area?

HIM/THEY ARE NOW!!!!YES!!!

43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it?

NO

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?

NOT TELLING

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?

NONE

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?

FREE VERSE

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?

WORKOUT ROOM

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way?

NOT INTERESTED

49. Have you ever astral projected?

YES

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?

NONE

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":

LIFE PLUS NOW

52. What element do you feel most connected to?

AIR

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?

LEGALISE CANNABIS/MEDICAL

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school?

NONE

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?

LOTS

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?

RED DRESS

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?

KILLED BY DEATH - MOTORHEAD

58. Would you rather alphabatize or put things in order according to numbers?

NUMBERS

59. What medication do you dislike the most?

ALL

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?

STORY

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?

YES/YES

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?

CURE FOR GREED

63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why?

ARRAN/GREAT PUB

64. What skill do people often compliment you on?

WEIRDNESS

65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?

NONE/I'M PERFECT HAHA

66. What is your favorite symbol?

EIHWAS RUNE

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:

ONA

68. What do you smell like right now?

GERANIUM OIL

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?

VAMPIRES

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave?

YES

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself?

EASILY

72. Name something that you can't help but save:

NOTHING

73. What is your addiction?

CANNABIS.LOL

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?

CAN'T THINK

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?

BOTTLE

76. What did you dream last night?

NOT TELLING!

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?

NUH

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?

GENGAR/POKEMON

79. If you could have a conversation when any well-known figure of the past or present, who would it be and what would you want to talk about?



80. If you could bring anyone back to life, who would it be?

NAH

81. Are you affectionate?

YES

82. Name one thing that each of your best friends is really good at:

BEING HUMAN

83. What are you a perfectionist with?

LOTS OF STUFF

84. Could you see yourself being able to carry on a long distance relationship?

NO

85. If you could be anything but human, including anything mythical, what would you be?

DRAGON

86. Have you ever meditated? If so, what is your method, and if not, what do you do to relax?

NO/UNTHINK

87. What is something about yourself that you feel no one else understands?

ME

88. If you could go back in time and tell your old self something about the future, when would you go to and what would you say?

NO

89. What does your typical night out consist of?

DRINKING/ROCK MUSIC/POOL TABLE

90. What does your typical night in consist of?

MUSIC/INTERNET/CONVERSATION

91. Have you ever simply gazed into someone eyes?

OH,YES

92. What mystery would you like to solve?

NONE

93. If you could have anything on a t-shirt, what would it be?

POST MODERN IRONIC PSEUDO FEMINIST C***

94. Name something that you enjoy tha tmost people don't:

WALKING IN THE RAIN

95. What is your current biggest annoyance?

GREED

96. Who do you feel like talking to right now?

NO ONE

97. Are you more emotional or logical?

EMOTIONAL

98. What are you very sensitive about?

NOTHING

99. What is one of your favorite poems or song lyrics?

HIM/AND LOVE SAID NO

100. Would you rather live on a beach, in a forest, on a moutain, in the countryside, in the suburbs, or in the city?

IN A FOREST

101. Which of your beliefs do you often question?

ALL OF THEM

102. If you could be held by anyone right now, who would it be?

MY PARTNER

103. What song reflects your current state in life?

AVENGED SEVENFOLD - BAT COUNTRY

104. Have you ever worked any magick, and if so, what kinds? If you haven't, do you even believe in magick?

YES/LOTS/BELIEVE

105. What sparks your will to live?

STAYING ALIVE

106. What's your most used defense mechanism?

PRESENCE

107. What has been your most transcendental experience?

NOT SAYING

108. Name an accomplishment that you are especially proud of:

STAYING ALIVE

109. What would be your idea of "hell on earth":

LOCK IN AT AN EVANGELICAL CHURCH

110. Name three of your greatest loves:

LIFE/CANNNNABIS/ROSS

111. Name three of your greatest hates:

GREED/FRIED EGGS/SUNDAYS

112. If you could be friends with any fictional character, who would it be?

DUNNO

113. If you could perform with, or hang out with, any band, who would it be and what would you want to do?

DUNNO

114. Romantic or kinky?

EH,NUH

115. Dost thou enjoy florid language?

YEA VERILY, I DOST.

116. If you could choose any language to simply be fluent in, what would it be and why?

LATIN/KEY FOR INDO -EUROPEAN GROUPS

117. Why do you feel that you exist?

COS I AM

118. What is your method of escapism?

DRAWING

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?

DEEP HATRED

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?

METAPHYSICAL CONCEPTS

121. What do you long for at this moment?

SLEEP

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement:

PER ASPE5RA AD ASTRA

Sobek
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Postby Sobek » Wed Jul 18, 2007 10:00 pm

DAMN MYSPACE...i cant leave a survey unanswered anymore(unless its stupid)

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Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?
i tend to go by my name

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?
i like to write and pain. sometimes both together

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?
i dont like it because it tastes like rotting cardboard!

4. What is the least desireable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza that you have heard of people actually eating?
anchovies

5. Would you rather wittness the beginning or the end of the universe?
for some reason i think they'd be pretty much the same, but i'll witness the end

6. Describe your favorite pair of socks:
white with grey under the foot and looped around the ankle

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?
The Siren - Nightwish...no special significance, i just like it.

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?
stars

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings:
the day my mum kicked my dad out.

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?
planetarium(never been to one)

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?
i had to look up "auspicious" but the answer is still no

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?
none

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?
Neptune, Pluto, Saturn

14. How do you express love?
by being there

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?
spiritual

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?
bright green

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply reexperience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the concequences?
i'd do neither, but i would rather go and experience again without altering

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?
i think so, no guarantee's however.

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?
i dont have a favourite

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?
names

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?
Brave New World - Aldous Huxley

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?
3 and 10, they are just powerful numbers, and big things that happen to me seem to always relate to one of them

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?
the ocean depths!

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?
he told me to call him back...

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?
you cant go past Star Wars...

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?
harry potter books, lord of the rings movies

27. What is your favorite band and why?
Nightwish is my favourite band(but there are singers i like more) i suppose because thier music is strong and they actually sing. most strong music is ruined by screaming idiots

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?
i dont know, he's a dropkick

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?
i dont work anywhere because im yet to get hired. in good time though

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing? not yet, soon i hope.

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?
i am most connected with my moth or my dog

32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?
nope

33. What book are you reading at the moment?
im not, im waiting for the new Harry Potter.

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?
took a photo of a friend making out with the statue of Ronald McDonald

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?
sure, it sounds nice sometimes

36. Quote the last movie you watched:
"she can't have pizza and beer"

37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)?
i did once upon a time

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?
no jewellery

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?
i hate cheesecake, though apparently i make a good one

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?
because i spoke to a friend i havent spoken to since school

41. What band tha tno longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour? ABBA...lol its the only band i know for sure doesnt work together anymore

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area?
NightWish

43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it?
lol no.

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?
i dont have a single most

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?
sporty, posh and geri...cant stand the latter 2 anymore...

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?
im more a fan of free verse, poetic expression shouldnt have rules...except for limericks

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?
the work out room, i dont do pools so that also outs the tub, and sauna's f*ck with my skin

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way?
i'd probably go with any one of my loved ones, and i'd like to see meteor streams, nebula's, the holes if possible and whatever else i stumbled across. depends on how fast i could go and how long i have

49. Have you ever astral projected?
it is my belief i have

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?
all the things she said

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":
paradise isnt a look, its a feeling. everyones is different

52. What element do you feel most connected to?
water

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?
equal rights, some key environmental issues.

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school?
i enjoyed English and I.T

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?
many magic based topics, Architecture, mythology just to name a few

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?
im such a dork, so it would be themed...i'd probably force everyone into masquerade type gear

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?
no clue, something that would be funny, like "I Had The Time Of My Life" or "Dont Fear The Reaper" or if i was feeling sentimental i would go "Astral Romance" "I Need a Hero" or "I Would Do Anything For Love"
or i would play the lot and make people stay just for ethereal laughs

58. Would you rather alphabatize or put things in order according to numbers?
depends on which is more influencial based on what im putting in order.

59. What medication do you dislike the most?
anti-depressants.

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?
a story.

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?
i do and i certainly have, more than one.

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?
solar power

63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why? i'd either go to egypt or to visit some people. no reason in particular, its just what i'd do given the chance

64. What skill do people often compliment you on?
my insight.

65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?
lol, not fair, only three. ah thought, feeling and sight.

66. What is your favorite symbol?
lol, probably anything with an eye...so either my personal seal, one of my demonic sigils or the eye of horus

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:
i dont have any unusual ones.

68. What do you smell like right now?
i dont know... me

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?
DISNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave?
no

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself?
i dont have to deal with it, we get along pretty well.

72. Name something that you can't help but save:
random items ive collected

73. What is your addiction?
food

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?
i'd wish thier hearts desires into reality. prob for my mum and my 2 friends

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?
hmm, i dont know, which is more likely to be found...that one!

76. What did you dream last night?
something about me running a bottle-O

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?
me hanging with my Moth at the Twilight Temple, i'll get there one day

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?
i dont have any, but i used to have a stuffed chimp called Molly, had velcro on its hands so it could hold onto you around your neck.

79. If you could have a conversation when any well-known figure of the past or present, who would it be and what would you want to talk about?
i'd have a go at pythagoras

80. If you could bring anyone back to life, who would it be?
i wouldnt

81. Are you affectionate?
i can be

82. Name one thing that each of your best friends is really good at:
one is extremely good with hooking up with people from the net
and the other seems to be a good dad(recently had a baby)

83. What are you a perfectionist with?
depends. im a perfectionist if im doing something for someone else, but for me i only tend to do satisfactory effort

84. Could you see yourself being able to carry on a long distance relationship?
f*ck no, i need closeness.

85. If you could be anything but human, including anything mythical, what would you be? a sphinx or a Deity

86. Have you ever meditated? If so, what is your method, and if not, what do you do to relax?
i dont really have a set method, i like to change it up

87. What is something about yourself that you feel no one else understands?
people tend to not understand any part of me too well.

88. If you could go back in time and tell your old self something about the future, when would you go to and what would you say?
i would tell myself, not to worry about consequences and just do what i want when i want. i'm stubborn so i wouldnt listen, but its worth a shot lol

89. What does your typical night out consist of?
i dont go out

90. What does your typical night in consist of?
reading, watching TV/movies

91. Have you ever simply gazed into someone eyes?
i have

92. What mystery would you like to solve?
i dont know

93. If you could have anything on a t-shirt, what would it be?
"sex with me causes severe blood loss"

94. Name something that you enjoy tha tmost people don't:
most of the things i enjoy...mostly i like to think about all sorts of things, none of the people i know in the flesh enjoy such thinkings

95. What is your current biggest annoyance?
my inability

96. Who do you feel like talking to right now?
anyone

97. Are you more emotional or logical?
lol, both

98. What are you very sensitive about?
being accused of being other than who i am, instant rage lol

99. What is one of your favorite poems or song lyrics?
Of Eurydice by Ivan Lalic

100. Would you rather live on a beach, in a forest, on a moutain, in the countryside, in the suburbs, or in the city? probably a mountain if i wasnt snowy, then i could see all the other things, if not a forest.

101. Which of your beliefs do you often question?
if im actually doing anything or i just think i am...im mental enough as it is.

102. If you could be held by anyone right now, who would it be?
lol, someone who doesnt exist

103. What song reflects your current state in life?
"Don't Speak" No Doubt

104. Have you ever worked any magick, and if so, what kinds? If you haven't, do you even believe in magick?
all sorts and yes i do believe lol

105. What sparks your will to live?
right now...nothing, i suppose i have a little lingering hope left.

106. What's your most used defense mechanism?
i dont really put myself in a position to need one, i suppose the paradox is that is one all in itself

107. What has been your most transcendental experience?
i dont think ive had one

108. Name an accomplishment that you are especially proud of:
finishing high school

109. What would be your idea of "hell on earth":
living with my dad and 2 brothers

110. Name three of your greatest loves:
ive never been in love

111. Name three of your greatest hates:
dad, older brother ive never truly hated anyone else.

112. If you could be friends with any fictional character, who would it be?
Macros the Black

113. If you could perform with, or hang out with, any band, who would it be and what would you want to do?
odds are i wouldnt bother.

114. Romantic or kinky?
ROFL...theres time for both

115. Dost thou enjoy florid language?
only when the depths of the thought provoking chasm provide the inspiration to do so.

116. If you could choose any language to simply be fluent in, what would it be and why? lol, english is good enough for me.

117. Why do you feel that you exist?
for the sake of it

118. What is your method of escapism?
depends on the situation, mostly i fantasise or i detatch

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?
im not sure

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?
how emotions feel

121. What do you long for at this moment?
someone who understands me, or is atleast willing to try

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement: "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"

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Postby Colubra » Wed Jul 18, 2007 11:01 pm

Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?
Kris, or Magi by Josh

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?
writing and singing

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?
I'll have it any which way, but I prefer flavored creams

4. What is the least desireable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza that you have heard of people actually eating?
ranch dressing

5. Would you rather wittness the beginning or the end of the universe?
both

6. Describe your favorite pair of socks: fuzzy with pink and white stripes

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?
some song on my sister's friend's myspace profile and no

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?
I like both, but generally stars

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings:
I imagine that is what it would feel like to be in heaven, wrapped in a soft blanket of stardust where only love exists

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?
planetarium

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?
yes

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?
frames of Spice Girls, Led Zeppelin, and Alyson Hannigan, t.A.T.u, Buffy, and Joydrop posters

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?
Neptune

14. How do you express love?
in every way I can, through spoken and written words as well as actions

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?
spiritual with a general foundation in science....they can exist harmoniously

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?
blue

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply reexperience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the concequences?
to experience the moment

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?
both

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?
Halloween because of the energy that surrounds it and the whole atmosphere it gives

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?
I have a generally great memory, but I can remember personally significant dates extremely well

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?
Anthem by Ayn Rand or The Little Prince...others were either poems or we didn't read the whole book

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?
22 and 16 because they follow me everywhere...don't know what they mean yet

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?
space

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?
I haven't talked to him in a while

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?
Star Trek Voyager

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?
LOTR

27. What is your favorite band and why?
t.A.T.u because of their wicked cool music and the message behind it....plus they are simply interesting individuals

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?
purple, blue, and hmmm....I guess black

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?
a credit union because it was the only available job I could find and my grandfather got me in it and a poetry website for a school internship because it's relevant to my major and interests me and now I don't have to take the maximum amount of hours in fall

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing?
yes, t.A.T.u "All the Things She Said" and Merrill Bainbridge "Mouth" and Jimmy Buffet "Escape"

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?
snake

32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?
yes

33. What book are you reading at the moment?
Enochian Magic for Beginners

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?
tried to walk through a drive through and tried to order frosted mini wheats

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?
if it's ood music

36. Quote the last movie you watched:
"Is this not a reasonable place to park?"

37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)?
yes

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?
yes, my serpent necklace is on right now....it's a representation of my nonphysical friend

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?
white chocolate raspberry

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?
I had a thought that did it

41. What band tha tno longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour?
Led Zeppelin

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area?
t.A.T.u

43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it?
yes, singer

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?
hmmm...the first possession I ever wittnessed or a long drawn out situation of loss that scared the shit out of me

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?
Ginger

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?
both, depending on the poem

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?
hot tub

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way?
Josh and Mary, and I'd love to see the galaxy that's on my desktop screen and all of the planets in our solar system...many beautiful things

49. Have you ever astral projected?
yes

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?
ALL OF THEM! I can't pick because they all relate to my life so well.

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":
a breathtaking garden with a power neutralizing energy in which all is beyond contentment

52. What element do you feel most connected to?
fire

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?
the freedom of love without boundaries because I think that love is a very important aspect of life and should not be limited or restricted

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school?
sixteenth century literature

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?
occult topics such as magick

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?
a lavender dress, light and flowy with long sleeves

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Greensleeves or Love Spell by Inkubus Sukkubus

58. Would you rather alphabatize or put things in order according to numbers?
alphabatize

59. What medication do you dislike the most?
PREDNISONE

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?
I like both, but generally a poem

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?
yes and yes

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?
transporters a la star trek...but I'm very biased....also an ocular implant....again, biased...and how about a cure for asthma while they're at it?

63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why?
Massachusetts because I want to visit Josh

64. What skill do people often compliment you on?
writing, singing, magickal technique, emotional support and understanding

65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?
my overanalyzing, my paranoia, my negativity/doubting

66. What is your favorite symbol?
ouroborus, pentacle, yin yang

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:
a seal for Lilith

68. What do you smell like right now?
shampoo

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?
a music theme...come dressed as or wearing a band shirt of your favorite musical artist and there will be music, dancing, karaoke, etc.

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave?
yes

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself?
self-disciplines

72. Name something that you can't help but save:
old notes

73. What is your addiction?
coffee

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?
I would wish for Mary to have a means of freedom, for Josh to be able to attain his goals of being a musician and writer, and for my dad to have peace of mind

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?
bottle

76. What did you dream last night?
a number of things....I can't even begin to describe, it was too bizarre

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?
what it will be like to see Josh

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?
stuffed snake

79. If you could have a conversation when any well-known figure of the past or present, who would it be and what would you want to talk about?
I'd liek to talk to John Dee about this Enochian magick here

80. If you could bring anyone back to life, who would it be?
my friend Hall

81. Are you affectionate?
very, though mostly to those I am closest with

82. Name one thing that each of your best friends is really good at:
Mary's good at writing and magickal pursuits
Josh is good at writing and bass guitar
Nonphysical friend is good at knowing how to keep us on track and test us

83. What are you a perfectionist with?
my writing, my singing, and my magick

84. Could you see yourself being able to carry on a long distance relationship?
yes

85. If you could be anything but human, including anything mythical, what would you be?
hmm I'd actually just want to be nonphysical

86. Have you ever meditated? If so, what is your method, and if not, what do you do to relax?
yes, the method depends on the situation as to why I am meditating...I use music, candles, or scented oil sometimes and basically just try to focus on what I am trying to attain information on or I simply relax....if I am focussing, I do so in a fluid way that leaves me open to impressions

87. What is something about yourself that you feel no one else understands?
my very open affectionate ways with those closest to me and my choosing to not label my love....

88. If you could go back in time and tell your old self something about the future, when would you go to and what would you say?
a random moment in high school....say, junior or senior year....tell her how different things would become....she'd probably think I was some demon trying to trick her....I'd get a good laugh though lol but I actually wouldn't do it if it had any concequence on the future

89. What does your typical night out consist of?
going out to a restaurant of some sort with some girl friends

90. What does your typical night in consist of?
computer, music, movies, books

91. Have you ever simply gazed into someone eyes?
yes

92. What mystery would you like to solve?
what the numbers mean

93. If you could have anything on a t-shirt, what would it be?
Mary put a prettiful graphic on my myspace a bit back with a dragon on it....that

94. Name something that you enjoy tha tmost people don't:
needles

95. What is your current biggest annoyance?
people sucking...that encompasses everything

96. Who do you feel like talking to right now?
my nonphysical friend

97. Are you more emotional or logical?
emotional, generally

98. What are you very sensitive about?
besides everything? lol

99. What is one of your favorite poems or song lyrics?
Hmm I recently read "Life Not the Painted Veil" by Shelley and wrote an article on it....I liked that one...there are so many I like, most of them fairly old as far as poems go....songs, pick any t.A.T.u one and you're bound to find lyrics I like

100. Would you rather live on a beach, in a forest, on a moutain, in the countryside, in the suburbs, or in the city?
forest

101. Which of your beliefs do you often question?
I question everything

102. If you could be held by anyone right now, who would it be?
my nonphysical friend

103. What song reflects your current state in life?
Craving (I Only Want What I Can't Have) by t.A.T.u

104. Have you ever worked any magick, and if so, what kinds? If you haven't, do you even believe in magick?
yes, too many kinds to name

105. What sparks your will to live?
my close loved ones and the knowledge of a higher purpose

106. What's your most used defense mechanism?
lately, it's pushing another away and sticking all those thoughts in the darkest corner of my mind where I can't get to them

107. What has been your most transcendental experience?
certain meditations and astral projections, sharing energy with others, certain rituals, lots of things

108. Name an accomplishment that you are especially proud of:
when I am able to help others

109. What would be your idea of "hell on earth":
losing someone close to me by abandonment

110. Name three of your greatest loves:
my best friends, magick, creative expression

111. Name three of your greatest hates:
labels, restrictions on freedom, physical limitations

112. If you could be friends with any fictional character, who would it be?
Kes from Star Trek Voyager

113. If you could perform with, or hang out with, any band, who would it be and what would you want to do?
t.A.T.u....sing a song with them and hang out in the hotel, maybe go to a restaurant or club

114. Romantic or kinky?
depends

115. Dost thou enjoy florid language?
yes

116. If you could choose any language to simply be fluent in, what would it be and why?
Russian to understand t.A.T.u interviews in that language, and Aramaic, Latin, Hebrew, and Enochian for magickal purposes

117. Why do you feel that you exist?
to learn and to accomplish a goal...geneally...to know things lol

118. What is your method of escapism?
sometimes I astral project for that reason...sometimes just sleep

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?
things I may have done when I wasn't thinking right

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?
magickal concepts....transcedental experiences.....emotions....love

121. What do you long for at this moment?
to speak with my nonphysical friend

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement:
Everything happens for a reason

Sum1Got2

Re: An introspective survey I created

Postby Sum1Got2 » Thu Jul 19, 2007 12:40 am

Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?

Liv

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?

writing

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?

It's too strong for me, I'm a wimp. Diet Coke is my pick-me-up.

4. What is the least desireable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza ithat you have heard of people actually eating?

Fruit :[

5. Would you rather wittness the beginning or the end of the universe?

Wow, good question. Beginning. No. End. The middle? End.
6. Describe your favorite pair of socks:

Knee socks, striped.

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?

Pills by The Perishers, kind of has a depression/SI theme that has meaning to me.

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?

Stars, I draw them on my feet and my cheek. :]

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings:

It started out where I felt odd, like a preparation for something. Then, as it wore on I got that- wow, lightbulb feeling. And I realized that no matter what, this is the happiest I could be. Because love is the biggest clique of life and the minute you find it- I was flying.

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?

Planetarium, I love the stars.

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?

I kiss the clock :]

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?

pictures with friends, three writing awards, a get-well poster, quotes that I've cut out

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?

It was Pluto- I have a "Save Pluto" shirt. I refuse to bel;ieve it doesn't count.

14. How do you express love?

Hugs.

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?

Spiritual.

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?

Grey&Purple

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply reexperience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the concequences?

Revisit the past and relive the happy, because I don't think that you should live with any regrets. I have points of my past that I never want to relive, but there's always going to be that with anyone. I've beeh through shit... but if I was only a happy person, I wouldn't be strong.

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?

No :]

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?

My birthday- I'm the middle child, it's rare to get holidays where I can do whatever I want. Or- moments.

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?

Dates

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?

Stargirl, it was the most astounding.

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?

Thirteen, it used to amaze me hotels didn't have a thirteenth floor because they were so superstituous, so it automatically became my favorite number. Thirteen is the first year of being a teenager. The day of my first football band concert. The day before my dad's wedding. :] Things like that.

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?

Space :]

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?

The fact that I can't talk to her for three weeks, that I had to make sure we had one last conversation where we laughed til we cried.

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?

Star Trek. It's a band thing

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?

Harry Potter- I've read the books & seen the movies on both of them, but Lord of the Rings I found rather poring.

27. What is your favorite band and why?

Iron & Wine, they're music is so beautiful and calm. I'm also a Death Cab for Cutie's fan and Coldplay.

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?

Really dark purple [plum?], because they're all deep and kind of dark in their own way. But, it's so beautiful and flattering. Deep and gorgeous. Rare, hard to pull off. :]

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?

Babysitter because of school- pays well during the summer too. But, I plan to work at a coffee shop in the next year, close to home. I've been offered a job, and it's got the most beautiful people in the world.

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing?

Yes, my dad was there. I sang Before He Cheats by Carried Underwood. Hint, Hint.

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?

Wolves.


32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?

;) Defintley a "special brownie"

33. What book are you reading at the moment?

Christine Feehan. Dark Melody. Dan Brown. The Da Vinci Code

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?

I was leaning over to get a tray of milkshakes, and my arm knocked ll of them over. I was trying to clean it up, fell flat on my face, and the cute Arby's guy asked me if I was okay, reached down to help me up, and I ended up pulling him down with me.

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?

Italian, but usually not any other.

36. Quote the last movie you watched:

Ghost- Cindy, I want you to know what happened to me! Check the music room.
Cindy- Where are you?
Ghost- CHECK THE f*cking MUSIC ROOM

Scary Movie 2
37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)?

No, I don't think so.

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?

My grandfather's dogtags, from the army. A peace sign choker that a very nice woman gave to me for free [was over 500 dollars]. A gold antique ring I found in the gravel.

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?

:P Gross

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?

Because of Z [I sound horribly pathetic, don't I] when he said he loved me.

41. What band tha tno longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour?

The Beatles... I know most of them are gone, but they are music that just makes me feel like a million dollars. So simple in a word so complex.

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area?

The Weepies or Coldplay

43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it?

I'm in the school band, clarinet. Yes, I know that not what you meant.

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?

Seaside, 2001.

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?

Victoria Beckham is the only one I remember.

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?

Free verse, that's what I write.

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?

First- the bed. The hot tub is the next choice.

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way?

I would want the love of my life, and all of my best friends. I would want to explore Pluto. Oh, actually, I want someone who knows what they're doing. Maybe the Apollo 13 crew, because they came so close and missed their chance.

49. Have you ever astral projected?

Yes

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":

Being with the ones I love, completely happy, in the snow, with a book of poetry I've published.

52. What element do you feel most connected to?

Fire.

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?

Getting children out of abusive homes- I live in one.

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school?

I'm still in school, so I'll answer my current class. History or art.

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?

Politics- I'm such a geek, I love to know about what's going on in our country. I can't participate yet- but I want to know what's going on in my world.

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?

A long white dress with a white bodice and long sheer sleeves. Flowers in my hair and barefoot.

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?

Songs- I have a playlist.

Radios in Heaven by Plain White T's
Such Great Heights by Iron and Wine
I Will Follow You Into the Dark by Death Cab for Cutie
Mad World by Gary Jules
Good Riddance by Greenday

58. Would you rather alphabatize or put things in order according to numbers?

Order by Numbers
59. What medication do you dislike the most?

anti-depressants almost killed my family, so it's a hard subject. I know they are good for certain people.

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?

Peom

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?

Yes, I do. No, I haven't.

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?

Global Warming.
63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why?

London, I've been- but it's the only place in the world that I feel so completed.


64. What skill do people often compliment you on?

my writing. the fact that I can make people smile.
65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?

1) to stop being so supsicous of people
2) to be more trusting
3) to be able to love fully

66. What is your favorite symbol?

star

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:

the link to brickbreaker :P

68. What do you smell like right now?

dove shampoo, deoderant, & soap

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?

Victorian age

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave?

Yes- I loved it and was scared by it

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself?

Remember to embrace the dark, but live in the light. Darkness is just an absence of light.

72. Name something that you can't help but save:

a note my friend wrote me in third grade

73. What is your addiction?

diet coke

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?

1) Zero- to be in Alabama
2) Kels- to feel as beautiful as she is
3) My Mom- to be happy

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?

A balloon :] I've done it before

76. What did you dream last night?

Nightmare. Don't want to talk about it.

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?

being with the one I love. sitting in the snow. or my feet in the ocean.

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?

Bekah, my third grade cow

79. If you could have a conversation when any well-known figure of the past or present, who would it be and what would you want to talk about?

I spent about twenty minutes trying to decide this one. My friend, Jim, had a best friend who died in a car accident after coming over a depression and eating disorder. I just wish I could tell her that even though she died too young- he was proud of her. I am, too.

80. If you could bring anyone back to life, who would it be?

Tatem, a girl who killed herself a few years ago after her dad married an abusive woman. She was so amazing, and no one realized.

81. Are you affectionate?

very :]

82. Name one thing that each of your best friends is really good at:

Z- making me blush [and writing]
Vic- making me laugh til I pee in my pants [guitar]
Kels- being strong [...funny poems]
Dixon-sniffing sharpies
Evan-math <3


83. What are you a perfectionist with?

my razor

84. Could you see yourself being able to carry on a long distance relationship?

I am in the middle of one. A very amazing one.

85. If you could be anything but human, including anything mythical, what would you be?

a fairy :]

86. Have you ever meditated? If so, what is your method, and if not, what do you do to relax?

Yes, but I'm very ADD- it was hard. I just took deep breathes- in through the stomach, out through the mouth.

87. What is something about yourself that you feel no one else understands?

starts with a c, ends with a knife. or my poems.

88. If you could go back in time and tell your old self something about the future, when would you go to and what would you say?

I would tell myself to screw Junior High. :D

89. What does your typical night out consist of?

Movies and talking Kelsey out of whatever the hell she's thinking of doing.

90. What does your typical night in consist of?

Talking to Z, or Vic. Curling up in my PJs and watching funny movies.

91. Have you ever simply gazed into someone eyes?

No

92. What mystery would you like to solve?

Bermuda Triangle- it really bugs me

93. If you could have anything on a t-shirt, what would it be?

It takes fifty-two muscles to smile, instead just lift up your middle finger and say f*ck you. :D

94. Name something that you enjoy tha tmost people don't:

crying, its relief

95. What is your current biggest annoyance?

being crowded in

96. Who do you feel like talking to right now?

the person I am talking to, or Dixon. I miss him.

97. Are you more emotional or logical?

Emotional

98. What are you very sensitive about?

Sex. My body.

99. What is one of your favorite poems or song lyrics?

Maya Angelou. Anything.
100. Would you rather live on a beach, in a forest, on a moutain, in the countryside, in the suburbs, or in the city?

the city

101. Which of your beliefs do you often question?

Pro-Choice- I just think of everything. It's horrible.

102. If you could be held by anyone right now, who would it be?

Z. I think he's mad because I wont let him.

103. What song reflects your current state in life?

Hide and Seek by Imogen Heep

104. Have you ever worked any magick, and if so, what kinds? If you haven't, do you even believe in magick?

No, and yes, I do. J ust beginning to.

105. What sparks your will to live?

my friends.

106. What's your most used defense mechanism?

sarcasm.

107. What has been your most transcendental experience?

I dont know.

108. Name an accomplishment that you are especially proud of:

winning Art Forms

109. What would be your idea of "hell on earth":

no freedom

110. Name three of your greatest loves:

Z, writing, & Vic

111. Name three of your greatest hates:

Dad, Cutting, and closeminded people

112. If you could be friends with any fictional character, who would it be?

Angel from Buffy :]

113. If you could perform with, or hang out with, any band, who would it be and what would you want to do?

Trent Reznor, NIN

114. Romantic or kinky?

romantic

115. Dost thou enjoy florid language?

its beautiful

116. If you could choose any language to simply be fluent in, what would it be and why?

Spanish :]

117. Why do you feel that you exist?

to love. and to save lifes through poems- like others have saved mine.

118. What is your method of escapism?

the window going to the roof.

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?

I told my dad I hated him- then cried.

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?

Love. :] Expecially the kind that isn't just perfect for everyone else.

121. What do you long for at this moment?

Z

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement:

If everyone lit their own candle, the whole world would be lit. - Marilyn Monroe

No matter who you are- something will make you "different". Whether your gothic, artsy, Wiccan, Christian, Buddhist, rapist, abusive or popular. You will never fit into the puzzle you have in your head. So stop trying to mold into an invisible shape, and live life like you wear underwear. It can be as bold as you want or lacy- because at the end of the day it's yours. To clean, take off, and for someone to see [maybe, if then only for seconds]. You can hide it, show it, go without it. Live life like that boldly enough to feel creative- modestly enough to not give away your secrets.

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Postby Zero_TheBenevolent » Thu Jul 19, 2007 4:50 am

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Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?
Zero

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?
writing

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?
lots of creamer, lots of sugar :]

4. What is the least desireable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza that you have heard of people actually eating? anchovies (however you spell that). however, my best friend's uncle loves them and i tried it at my friends b-day, and they weren't too bad

5. Would you rather wittness the beginning or the end of the universe?
beginning. life is so much more amazing than death

6. Describe your favorite pair of socks:
long tube socks. i have like ten pairs (and its the only kind i wear)

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?
Passion by Utada Hikaru (Japanese version of Sanctuary). its from my favorite game ever, Kingdom Hearts 2

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?
stars.

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings: the day i met, Liv. i fell in love at first sight

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?
planetarium. the beyond is so much more interesting than the ocean

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?
not really but my love does it, so i do it :]

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?
a clock surrounded by two dragons, and a Simpsons dart board. everything else is grounded til i get a katana rack for my sword

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?
Earth. though jupiter (or is it saturn?) is pretty interesting

14. How do you express love?
in my writing mostly. unless i'm talking to Liv. and then i express it every word

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?
both have control of my thoughts at times, but probably more spiritual

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?
black light-like (if they have those)

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply reexperience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the concequences?
reexperience. everything happens for a reason. why change what was meant to happen?

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?
maybe in my dreams. could be why they're so weird and random at times

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?
christmas, for the gifts and giving.

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?
names. history is my worst subject, so why should remembering dates of the present be any different?

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?
Tuesdays with Mowrey (don't know how to spell the old mans name)

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?
3. Karma. i'm a big believer in it

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?
space for sure

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?
my love for her. she didn't answer

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?
Star Wars

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?
Harry Potter. the 21st just wont come fast enough

27. What is your favorite band and why?
Tool. no contest. their lyrics are just awesome, as well as Adam's guitar playing

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?
blue, for Breeze. (Tyler's his real name. he created the character Breeze from my book)

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?
nowhere yet. but when i do get a job, its for Liv :]

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing?
never. i'm shy in front of ppl and i haven't been able to sing since my voice changed

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?
cats. big and small.

32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?
lol no but i'm hoping to

33. What book are you reading at the moment?
Mr. Monk Goes To The Firehouse

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?
started a food fight with these asshole high schoolers when i was a kid (with the help of some friends :])

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?
i do. japanese and german mostly. i hate latino music

36. Quote the last movie you watched:
"I will you my power" (lame) the Covenant.

37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)?
nope. but i want to find out. i'm very interested in astrology

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?
a loop earring with a blue sphere at the bottom of the loop. its my ice materia :]

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?
never thought about it. chocolate swirls

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?
because of Liv :].

41. What band tha tno longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour?
both lead singers are dead. Sublime or Nirvana

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area?
Tool. i missed them last month, damnit

43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it?
nope

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?
when my internet f---ed up on the 4th. i didn't want to worry her as much as i know i did

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?
Sporty. the movie used to be my favorite :]

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?
don't mind much. don't read it often, 'cept Liv's

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?
hot tub with Liv :]

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way?
Liv and Breeze and Breeze's gf. other galaxies to see what's out beyond what we can see through a telescope

49. Have you ever astral projected?
god, i wish. i'd be with Liv

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?
never heard of 'em

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":
being with Liv in Florida

52. What element do you feel most connected to?
Air. i just go with the flow :]

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?
anti-Bush. i hate this meaningless war

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school?
math. just out of process of elimination

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?
Wicca.

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?
casual clothes. my gray stitch Tripp pants with my favorite button-up longsleeve white shirt

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Lateralus or Parabola by Tool. or the man who sold the world by Nirvana

58. Would you rather alphabatize or put things in order according to numbers?
alpha

59. What medication do you dislike the most?
cold medicine. the Vicks or whatever licorice flavor crap

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?
story. i'm writing a book at the moment. poems are my love's specialty

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?
i sometimes do, but no i have not communicated with one, other than in prayer when i was Mormon as a kid

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?
space travel

63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why?
Alabama to be with Liv

64. What skill do people often compliment you on?
my writing

65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?
never thought about it. i wish i were more calm when i lose repeatatively in a video game

66. What is your favorite symbol?
Yin and Yang

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:
don't have any unusual ones :] i'm a bit OCD about naming things correctly

68. What do you smell like right now?
deodorant and Phoenix Axe body wash

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?
good question...it would be so amazing if my book became a popular theme, so i'd have to go with that :]

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave?
Carlsbad Cavern to see the bats

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself?
talk to Liv. or write my emotions down in the form of my book

72. Name something that you can't help but save:
past conversations with Liv (AIM)

73. What is your addiction?
Liv :].

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?
Liv, for her to live in Dallas (actually, that's a joint wish :]). for my mom to get a better job, one she went to school for and not be judged by the bullshit assault on a cop (bullshit because she was defending herself from the bitch when she grabbed her from behind for wanting to go to the bathroom, catching her by surprize and making her react on instinct...breathe in...and out, Zero). and for sister to be rich.

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?
balloon, tho the air current is a bit more unexpected than water

76. What did you dream last night?
no clue. have a hard time remembering my dreams (another reason why it would make sense for them to be from a past life). i used to be good at remember them

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?
having the power to teleport, or some psychic abilities, like telepathy or telekinesis.

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?
a big stuffed dog i got from Dave and Busters

79. If you could have a conversation when any well-known figure of the past or present, who would it be and what would you want to talk about?
i dunno. don't care for celebrities much.

80. If you could bring anyone back to life, who would it be?
the lead singer of Sublime. can't remember his name

81. Are you affectionate?
very much so

82. Name one thing that each of your best friends is really good at:
Breeze is good at picking up chicks and going through girlfriends. D.B. is good at kicking my ass in just about any video game. and Jasmine is good at kicking my ass in real life (she's a lesbian, but a girl none-the-less, so i can't fight back :])

83. What are you a perfectionist with?
dunno. organizing shit when i'm bored?

84. Could you see yourself being able to carry on a long distance relationship?
i can and i am. we'll see each other soon, tho :]

85. If you could be anything but human, including anything mythical, what would you be?
a Psychic Vagoin (from my book; Zero's one) or a dragon

86. Have you ever meditated? If so, what is your method, and if not, what do you do to relax?
never been able to meditate thanks to my A.D.D but writing or reading is a good relaxer

87. What is something about yourself that you feel no one else understands?
my insane interest in the supernatural (none of my friends do, at least)

88. If you could go back in time and tell your old self something about the future, when would you go to and what would you say?
wouldnt go anywhere, so i couldn't risk changing what i have with Liv

89. What does your typical night out consist of?
Sonic and a Movie

90. What does your typical night in consist of?
talking to Liv online :]

91. Have you ever simply gazed into someone eyes?
no, but i plan on it :]

92. What mystery would you like to solve?
the mystery behind U.F.O.s :]

93. If you could have anything on a t-shirt, what would it be?
the cover of my book (which hasn't been made yet)

94. Name something that you enjoy tha tmost people don't:
no clue if i enjoy anything most ppl dont

95. What is your current biggest annoyance?
finding a job. once i get one, it'll be so much easier

96. Who do you feel like talking to right now?
Liv. i am already, tho :]

97. Are you more emotional or logical?
emotional, i think....damn, idk

98. What are you very sensitive about?
cheaters or people who beat their loved ones or child molesters

99. What is one of your favorite poems or song lyrics?
Parabola

100. Would you rather live on a beach, in a forest, on a moutain, in the countryside, in the suburbs, or in the city?
forest or mountain. don't ask why, cause i dunno

101. Which of your beliefs do you often question?
none

102. If you could be held by anyone right now, who would it be?
Liv, my love

103. What song reflects your current state in life?
Parabola

104. Have you ever worked any magick, and if so, what kinds? If you haven't, do you even believe in magick?
no i haven't but i do believe in it

105. What sparks your will to live?
Liv

106. What's your most used defense mechanism?
...my boney ness?

107. What has been your most transcendental experience?
meeting Liv

108. Name an accomplishment that you are especially proud of:
my writing

109. What would be your idea of "hell on earth":
never being able to see Liv

110. Name three of your greatest loves:
Liv

111. Name three of your greatest hates:
Willie, Freddie, and Dustin

112. If you could be friends with any fictional character, who would it be?
Zero from my book

113. If you could perform with, or hang out with, any band, who would it be and what would you want to do?
Tool and i have no clue. just chill i guess

114. Romantic or kinky?
romantic

115. Dost thou enjoy florid language?
idk

116. If you could choose any language to simply be fluent in, what would it be and why?
german (because of my heritage) or Japanese (cause it's just an awesome language)

117. Why do you feel that you exist?
to live the moment and to love Liv

118. What is your method of escapism?
reading or writing

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?
probably killing Willie and freezing Dustin's soul in one of my short stories

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?
my love for Liv

121. What do you long for at this moment?
to be with Liv

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement:
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. we are eternal.
all this pain is an illusion.
Tool- Parabola

Ethereal Siren

Postby Ethereal Siren » Thu Jul 19, 2007 12:58 pm

Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?
My name is Anita and that is fine.

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?
freestyle song, but that is too private to share with others...

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?
I like it blended with milk and ice and whatever else goes in a vanilla ice rage

4. What is the least desirable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza that you have heard of people actually eating?
I can't think of the ickiest thing at the moment, but I can't stand pineapple anchovies would probably be gross, but I have never tried them so i have no real opinion except that it sounds disgusting.

5. Would you rather wittiness the beginning or the end of the universe?
beginning

6. Describe your favorite pair of socks:
I have no favorite, but if I did they would be puffy and purple with little puffy balls hanging off the ankles... and the ones I would wear with shoes would be black cotton with gold toes.

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?
Ludwig Van Beethoven's Symphony No. 9 -IV, not really, I just like it a lot

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?
NOOOOO DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE!!!!!!! I love rainbows, but nothing is as breathtaking as a full sky of stars... except a full rainbow with a secondary at sunset or sunrise.

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings:
Pure elated joy. Giddiness and awe

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?
planetarium

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?
not totally, but I have some ideas why it might be

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?
a clock... if I could bring myself to pierce the otherwise pristine walls, there would be artwork by my aunt on it too

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?
Earth, but other than that, Saturn because I can see it's rings with my telescope

14. How do you express love?
in every way I can

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?
I try to balance the two

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?
I have one, but I wish it was purple or blue

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply re experience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the consequences?
I wouldn't mind re-experiencing some times, but I wouldn't change anything.

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?
no, just fantasies.

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?
I have none really...I love watching fireworks on new years though... maybe that's my favorite...

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?
names I guess... but I am dreadful at both

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?
The Awakening

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?
pi, and it isn't

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?
probably the ocean, but if space was like in the movies, then space.

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?
um.. if it is who I think it was, the i just wanted to talk because I missed him

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?
Trek! Wars has way too much of that good v evil thing going on.

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?
I haven't seen enough of either to make a good decision although I would like to.

27. What is your favorite band and why?
No favorite... I do like Within Temptation, but wouldn't call it my favorite.

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?
green, black and blue

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?
Unfortunately I am unemployed

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing?
no, I do my singing alone, with my best girl Maggie in her car, or in a choir

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?
Cat

32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?
no

33. What book are you reading at the moment?
I'm not sadly

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?
I don't recall anything particularly amusing

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?
Yes, I am listening to some right now. I enjoy singing it too.

36. Quote the last movie you watched:
I really can't remember what it was... I don't think it was that remarkable.

37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)?
yes (Pisces, Gemini rising, can't remember the rest off the top of my head)

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?
no... well my watch holds significance because without it I could let three hours go by and think it was ten minutes...

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?
plain and good

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?
hmmm... I'm sure it has somethign to do with my cat...

41. What band that no longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour?
um... I don't care because I don't attend concerts... well an album usually comes out of it... I don't know

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area?
I don't know

43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it?
no, well I have been in a some choirs (some of which preformed with a band or orchestra) as alto and sometimes soprano. I have done first soprano and second alto, but i am best as filling the weak spot which is usually second soprano or first alto.

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?
I would rather not talk about it

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?
Sexy, but the bitch changed it to ginger! ...no I hated the spice girls! Really! I never listened to them!

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?
both really, I like poetry set in form because it is fun to read aloud and is usually the kind set to music, but free verse is... free... that freedom can complement the subject of the poetry

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?
first pool... the hot tub... then pool... then Whoa! they have a sauna!? I have never been in one of those!

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way?

49. Have you ever astral projected?
No I never REALLY tried ... I would always forget that i was trying to do that... I intend on trying again sometime

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?
I don't know any of their stuff

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":
Earth in a pristine state marked only by gardens and human dwellings and some compact cities clothing optional when not needed to protect and therefore more artistic like on the catwalk when one chooses to express themselves thusly...

52. What element do you feel most connected to?
Water and air

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?
I haven't had an active opinion about causes since I have been out of college. probably equality....

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school? philosophy... no Ceramics

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?
lots of them...

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?
I really want an all white dress for some reason... not for the traditional reasons though... I want something that is floor length and flowy with a mermaid cut. Little lacy straps or long sleeves depending on weather. V neck and minimum sparkle and lace is nice... the right kind....

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?
I really don't care, whatever comforts my closest loved ones the most.

58. Would you rather alphabetize or put things in order according to numbers?
whichever is appropriate

59. What medication do you dislike the most?
I am allergic to penicillin so I really dislike that because now I have to use the horribly expensive alternative.... the generic is around $70 for 14 pills...

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?
poem

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?
I think I do and I think I have

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?
I don't pretend to be knowledgeable or wise enough to say

63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why?
Crater Lake, because It is beautiful and I lost the pictures I took the last time.

64. What skill do people often compliment you on?
precision on whatever I am doing.

65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?
1. procrastination
2. know when it is good enough and no further perfecting is needed
3. I need to learn to motivate myself more

66. What is your favorite symbol?
I don't have a favorite.

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:
probably the bootleg tetris game called TETRIS

68. What do you smell like right now?
human

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?
Either Star Trek or Sea creatures.... I would probably go with something entirely different If I had time to think about it more

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave?
no

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself?
I let it exist without causing harm

72. Name something that you can't help but save:
neat looking bottles

73. What is your addiction?
food

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?
I would need more time to think than I am willing to spend.

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?
balloon would probably work better but a bottle is more romantic

76. What did you dream last night?
I don't remember

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?
rewriting bad or disappointing tv shows...

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?
a cat

79. If you could have a conversation with any well-known figure of the past or present, who would it be and what would you want to talk about?
I don't know... Beethoven? Music (duh)

80. If you could bring anyone back to life, who would it be?
no one

81. Are you affectionate?
yes

82. Name one thing that each of your best friends is really good at:
writing
web design
political analysis

83. What are you a perfectionist with?
just about everything

84. Could you see yourself being able to carry on a long distance relationship?
if I had to for a short term, but not permanent.

85. If you could be anything but human, including anything mythical, what would you be?
I would want to be Vulcan... maybe

86. Have you ever meditated? If so, what is your method, and if not, what do you do to relax?
yes/hard to describe

87. What is something about yourself that you feel no one else understands?
I really can't think of anything

88. If you could go back in time and tell your old self something about the future, when would you go to and what would you say?
Get a job you lazy @*&^!

89. What does your typical night out consist of?
My nights out are never typical... while true, that sounds a lot more exciting than it is.

90. What does your typical night in consist of?
sitting on the computer doing some survey and watching tv

91. Have you ever simply gazed into someone eyes?
I try to do that as often as possible

92. What mystery would you like to solve?
too many to decide now

93. If you could have anything on a t-shirt, what would it be?
a large pile of diamonds

94. Name something that you enjoy that most people don't:
finish work carpentry, Lima beans

95. What is your current biggest annoyance?
obnoxious comercials

96. Who do you feel like talking to right now?
no one

97. Are you more emotional or logical?
I am very emotional, but I do not let my emotions control my life. I use logic to guide myself and protect my emotions.

98. What are you very sensitive about?
I really would rather not think about it enough to share...

99. What is one of your favorite poems or song lyrics?
I do have many favorites... I like... you know I haven't been reading poetry and lyrics lately so I don't have a current favorite.

100. Would you rather live on a beach, in a forest, on a mountain, in the countryside, in the suburbs, or in the city?
Well I kind of live in a mixture of suburbs and countryside which is equidistant to beach, forest, mountain, and city... all can be enjoyed in a single day's trip

101. Which of your beliefs do you often question?
all constantly

102. If you could be held by anyone right now, who would it be?
my fianc�

103. What song reflects your current state in life?
I don't think that any such song has been writen

104. Have you ever worked any magick, and if so, what kinds? If you haven't, do you even believe in magick?
Yes/effective/yes

105. What sparks your will to live?
a lust for life

106. What's your most used defense mechanism?
I don't remember what it is called... I think that is part of it too...

107. What has been your most transcendental experience?
A vision of the goddess

108. Name an accomplishment that you are especially proud of:
helping build mine and nine of my neighbors houses.

109. What would be your idea of "hell on earth":
being trapped in my past

110. Name three of your greatest loves:
Music
fianc�
my cats

111. Name three of your greatest hates:
being disregarded especially when I am right
being pressured to complete something
my own weaknesses

112. If you could be friends with any fictional character, who would it be?
Data

113. If you could perform with, or hang out with, any band, who would it be and what would you want to do?
I don't know.... if the music is suited to my voice that would be an easy choice about what to do!

114. Romantic or kinky?
both!

115. Dost thou enjoy florid language?
sometimes

116. If you could choose any language to simply be fluent in, what would it be and why?
Klingon so I can get a job at the mental health ward... actually no... French because I love the language... and yes the mental heath place somewhere nearby was looking for people fluent in Klingon a few years back

117. Why do you feel that you exist?
I just am

118. What is your method of escapism?
I have many. Reading is the most consuming though, so I only do it when know that it will not interfere with life

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?
I exterminated the population of flies in my room once... ( I have no flies here! Yay!) Actually.. I just don't know... probably fighting when I was much younger. My cat kills any stray flies which happen to get in.. that's so nice!

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?
there are quite a few things like that

121. What do you long for at this moment?
those purple socks I described above... my feet are so cold!

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement: (I have nothing to put here at the moment)

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Postby Wolf* » Sun Jul 22, 2007 6:21 am

Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?

my nickname, Wolf, but also my name works, Justin

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?

poetry

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?

"I like my coffee black, just like my metal" ....and with two spoons of sugar

4. What is the least desireable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza that you have heard of people actually eating?

fruit, of any sort

5. Would you rather wittness the beginning or the end of the universe?

the beginning

6. Describe your favorite pair of socks:

...um...white......

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?

Valley of the Damned by Dragonforce, and kinda. For some reason the song makes me feel very emotional.

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?

stars

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings:

exctasy. No, not the drug

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?

planetarium

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?

no

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?

yup, posters and paintings of mine

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?

..........um.......i have no idea

14. How do you express love?

.....I don't know how to explain it....

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?

alot of both, but definatly more spiritual

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?

purple liquid with blue lava

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply reexperience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the concequences?

risk the concequences

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?

no, but would like to

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?

halloween. Its the night of the spirits, and the night of candy, and the night for scares and friends and cool decorations!

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?

neither....

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?

.......I haven't read a book for class in forever, so I don't know....I do most of my reading for me

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?

the number 7, Don't know really, just always liked it

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?

space

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?

boredom

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?

Trek, definatly

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?

LOTR

27. What is your favorite band and why?

Twiztid. Hardcore horrorcore with kick ass music and lyrics

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?

my friends? hmm....I don't understand the question

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?

looking for a job currently

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing?

yes, and I sung King of the Road........laugh and you die

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?

Wolf

32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?

nope, I smoke my shit as is

33. What book are you reading at the moment?

re-reading The Tao Teh Ching

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?

held up my burger and yelled "I shall eat this now!"

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?

sometimes

36. Quote the last movie you watched:

"To sodomy, its between god and me, to S&M"

37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)?

nope

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?

My thors hammer pendant. Its a sign of commitment to my gods.

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?

don't like cheesecake

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?

none of your buisiness!

41. What band that no longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour?

Gorillaz

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area?

Twiztid

43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it?

nope

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?

....attacked by a demon, long story......

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?

DIE!

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?

set form

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?

work out room

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way?

I'd want to go beyond the known areas

49. Have you ever astral projected?

no

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?

no idea

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":

......my paradice would drive most of you mad....

52. What element do you feel most connected to?

air

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?

the only cause I feel fore right now is getting me the f*ck out of this place

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school?

science

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?

philosophy

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?

don't know don't care.

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?

Seasons of Love from RENT (yes, I'm obsessed with that movie)

58. Would you rather alphabatize or put things in order according to numbers?

alphabetize

59. What medication do you dislike the most?

i like medication. mine keeps me from going psycho <3

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?

poem

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?

yes, and a few

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?

*shrugs*

63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why?

germany, seems like a really cool place

64. What skill do people often compliment you on?

my poem writting ability

65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?

my thinking patterns are just f*cking fine

66. What is your favorite symbol?

valknot

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:

pr0nlulz

68. What do you smell like right now?

cigarette smoke

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?

gothic fantasy

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave?

no

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself?

haha! I don't, it deals with me

72. Name something that you can't help but save:

fetishy porn pic....what? you asked

73. What is your addiction?

smoking. mmmm, yummy cancer sticks

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?

Parents: money a friend: common sense other friend: money trust me, the people I said money for need it

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?

both are completely non-practical ways of communication

76. What did you dream last night?

i was in a department store wearing nothing but a trash bag and a batman mask, and I was running around sqwaking like a chicken (I shit you not)

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?

killing people I hate

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?

I little stuffed wolfy named Cerberus <3>.<

117. Why do you feel that you exist?

damned if I know. I existed because my parents got it one one night 17 years ago

118. What is your method of escapism?

music

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?

grabbed a person by the throat, started strangling them, then slammed their head into the tile floor.

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?

love

121. What do you long for at this moment?

a feeling of wholeness

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement:

When life gives you lemons, squirt lemon juice in lifes eye and yell "f*ck YOU!"
---Wolf---

"And a godlike man--a man who is pure force--inaccessible to any compromise--is called a hero."

Reds13

Postby Reds13 » Sun Aug 05, 2007 10:28 pm

Fear and Loathing in the Mind of YOU

1. First of all, what do you prefer to be called?
Heath

2. What is your favorite form of creative expression?
poetry

3. How do you like your coffee OR if you don't like it, why?
cream and extra sugar

4. What is the least desireable thing, in your opinion, to put on a pizza that you have heard of people actually eating?
anchovies

5. Would you rather wittness the beginning or the end of the universe?
beginning

6. Describe your favorite pair of socks:
not really- i like the ankle socks

7. What is the current or last song you are listening/listened to, and does it have any special significance to you?
First Time by Lifehouse... yes it does right now

8. Do you prefer rainbows or stars?
stars

9. Describe the best day of your life NOT in terms of events, but in terms of your feelings:
When I heard him say I love you

10. Would you rather go to a planetarium or an aquarium?
aquarium

11. Do you know the reason that 11:11 is considered to be auspicious?
nope- I just know to make a wish

12. What decorations are hanging on your walls?
oceans and landscapes

13. What is your favorite planet in our solar system?
Venus

14. How do you express love?
poetry and physical means- kisses hugs and stares

15. Do you consider yourself to be more spiritual or scientific?
spiritual

16. If you had a lava lamp, what color would you want it to be?
yellow

17. Would you rather be able to revisit your past to simply reexperience a positive moment or revisit your past in order to change things and risk the concequences?
Change

18. Have you ever had a past-life regression or memory?
walking down the beach in a white cloak- then turning to the water...walking out and being taken over by waves

19. What is your favorite holiday and why?
Halloween... dont really know- always has been

20. Are you better with remembering dates or names?
names

21. What was your favorite book that you had to read for a class?
The Pearl

22. What is your favorite number and why is it significant to you?
13- day I was born and the stigma around it :)

23. Would you rather explore space or the ocean?
ocean

24. What prompted you to call the last person you called?
say I love you

25. Star Trek or Star Wars?
Wars

26. Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter?
Harry Potter

27. What is your favorite band and why?
Genesis... grew up listening to them

28. What color best resonates with your best friend(s)?
red

29. Where do you work and why do you work there?
Ambulance company...because I need money until school is over

30. Have you ever gone to a public karaoke facility, and what did you sing?
You say by Lisa Lobe..... 1st song I ever learnedall the lyrics to

31. What animal do you feel most connected with?
Dolphins

32. Have you ever had "special brownies" or any other kind of "special" treat?
LOL yes

33. What book are you reading at the moment?
Wolf Tales 2

34. What is the funniest thing that you have done at a fast food restaurant?
Snarfed fries (laughed so hard fries went up my nose)

35. Do you enjoy listening to music that is sung in another language?
not really... unless its gaelic

36. Quote the last movie you watched:
"I'm his father... your only the guy F-ing his mother" -"Thank you for not smoking"

37. Do you know more than just your sun sign (like your ascending sign or moon sign etc.)? not really

38. Do you have any jewelery on you that holds significance, and if so, what is it and why is it significant?
a moonstone septagram- my grandmother gave it to me before she passed... worn it ever since(she wore it for years)

39. What is your favorite kind of cheesecake?
Cherry

40. Why did you last feel warm and fuzzy inside?
last night

41. What band that no longer performs together do you wish would have a reunion tour?
thats a hard one... i dont know

42. What band that IS still together do you wish would perform in your area? Genesis


43. Have you ever been in a band, and what role did you play in it? nope

44. What has been the single most frightening experience of your life?
almost being shot

45. Who is/was your favorite Spice Girl?
Posh

46. Do you prefer free verse or poetry set in a form?
free verse

47. In a hotel, would you choose to go in the hot tub, the sauna, the workout room, or the pool?
hot tub

48. Imagine that you are exploring space. Who would you want with you and what would you want to explore, assuming you are not limited in any way? my honey and everything I could

49. Have you ever astral projected?
no

50. What is your favorite song by the group t.A.T.u?
can't say i had one

51. Describe what you envision as "paradise":
being close to water

52. What element do you feel most connected to?
water

53. What is a cause that you feel very strongly about and why?
Protection of the eldery... I see way too much neglect and mistreatment of them in my job

54. What was your favorite class from the last year that you were in school?
Trauma

55. What is a topic that you study independently for your own interest?
Astronomy

56. Describe what you would want to wear if you were getting married, handfasted, or having some kind of "love celebration" or "commitment" ceremony between yourself and another?
sundress and long flowing curls in my hair

57. What song do you want played at your funeral?
I'll be missing you

58. Would you rather alphabatize or put things in order according to numbers?
abcs

59. What medication do you dislike the most?
yasmin birth control

60. Would you rather write a story or a poem?
poem

61. Do you believe in nonphysical entities, and if so have you ever communicated with one?
yes and yes

62. What invention or discovery do you think that the scientific community should focus on?
cure for alzheimers

63. If you could go anywhere, where would you go and why?
beach- love it

64. What skill do people often compliment you on?
"people" skills

65. What are three facets of your personality or thinking patterns that you want to improve?
pessimism, stubbornness and and insecurity

66. What is your favorite symbol?
septagram

67. Name an unusual shortcut or file that's on your desktop:
poprocks2

68. What do you smell like right now?
cigarette smoke

69. You get to have a theme party of your choice, just for fun. What theme do you choose?
Island beach party

70. Have you ever been in the depths of a cave? no

71. How do you deal with the dark side of yourself? poetry

72. Name something that you can't help but save: people i care for

73. What is your addiction? cigarettes

74. If you could wish something for three people, but not for yourself, who would the wishes be for and what would they be?
1. for him to find happiness
2. for her to find self sufficiency
3. for them to be successful

75. Would you rather send a message in a bottle or on a balloon?
bottle

76. What did you dream last night?
getting married

77. What is one of your most frequent daydreams?
spending time with my love

78. What is your favorite stuffed animal?
white teddy bear

79. If you could have a conversation when any well-known figure of the past or present, who would it be and what would you want to talk about?
buddha... it would be interesting to see what he really has to say

80. If you could bring anyone back to life, who would it be?
gmom

81. Are you affectionate?
very

82. Name one thing that each of your best friends is really good at:
Bev- being accepting
Tara- being "there"
Stacey- herself lol
Lori- being understanding

83. What are you a perfectionist with?
work

84. Could you see yourself being able to carry on a long distance relationship?
yes

85. If you could be anything but human, including anything mythical, what would you be?
fairy

86. Have you ever meditated? If so, what is your method, and if not, what do you do to relax?
flames or the sounds of the ocean

87. What is something about yourself that you feel no one else understands?
how deep i actually feel things

88. If you could go back in time and tell your old self something about the future, when would you go to and what would you say?
dont do it!!!!!

89. What does your typical night out consist of? the bar with friends

90. What does your typical night in consist of? sleep or work

91. Have you ever simply gazed into someone eyes? yes!!!!!!

92. What mystery would you like to solve? what makes us who we are

93. If you could have anything on a t-shirt, what would it be? a turtle

94. Name something that you enjoy tha tmost people don't: arguments

95. What is your current biggest annoyance? laziness

96. Who do you feel like talking to right now? nope

97. Are you more emotional or logical? emotional

98. What are you very sensitive about? my family

99. What is one of your favorite poems or song lyrics? Fire and Ice- Robert Frost

100. Would you rather live on a beach, in a forest, on a moutain, in the countryside, in the suburbs, or in the city? beach!

101. Which of your beliefs do you often question?
Am I doing the right thing

102. If you could be held by anyone right now, who would it be?
my love

103. What song reflects your current state in life?
First Time

104. Have you ever worked any magick, and if so, what kinds? If you haven't, do you even believe in magick?
Yes... dabbled in a few things

105. What sparks your will to live?
love and passion

106. What's your most used defense mechanism? sarcasm

107. What has been your most transcendental experience?

108. Name an accomplishment that you are especially proud of:
being good at what I do

109. What would be your idea of "hell on earth":
life without him

110. Name three of your greatest loves:
helping people
passion
intelligence (lol spelling?)

111. Name three of your greatest hates:
laziness
narcisism
not changing who you are because of what you grew up in

112. If you could be friends with any fictional character, who would it be?
dont know

113. If you could perform with, or hang out with, any band, who would it be and what would you want to do?
kenny chesney- sip drinks on the beach

114. Romantic or kinky?
both

115. Dost thou enjoy florid language?
no

116. If you could choose any language to simply be fluent in, what would it be and why? gaelic

117. Why do you feel that you exist? to help others

118. What is your method of escapism? meditation

119. What has been the most drastic form of hostility that you have performed?
screaming/embarrising someone I hate

120. What do you find to be the hardest thing to describe or explain?
emotions

121. What do you long for at this moment?
him

122. Leave us with an inspirational statement: "Smile like you dont have a care in the world, Dance as if no one is watching, work like you dont need the money and love liek you've never been hurt!!!"


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