Tarot Card Question

[angelwitch]

I was wondering if anyone had any advice for me.

My mother has given me a set of Tarot cards, which im really looking forward to learning.

My mother has been reading Tarots for many many many years, and she picks up names, places, etc..
My Aunt (who is no longer with us) was very psychic!

My mother has told me before i use the cards to ask for my aunty´s help as she said my aunt will then guide me, but everytime i do this i get very overwhelmed and I sense and feel everything around me, but i find i get very emotional.

Im not quiet sure how to open up to these feelings? Sometimes i do feel a little frightend, which i do not want to feel, but they are happening more and more, not just with tarot but throughout the day to.

The question here is, can anyone give me some advice on how to use these feelings when i am practicing with the cards and how can i listen to them fully without getting a little "spooked out" by it?

Many Thanks

[[AmberRose13]]

is this a brand new tarot deck or is it one that was your aunts?

- Amberrose

[angelwitch]

It is a new Tarot deck that my mother bought, she has had them for a couple of years but felt that now was the right time to give them to me.

[jcrowfoot]

Did your aunt die not too long ago? Sometimes the feelings around a 'passed' loved one can be too much to put into magic. Find someone from a different generation who can help you temporarily until you heart has healed more. I get the sense that you will be hurting for a while...

Or find a spirit guide or someone who isn't attached to loss in your heart. The next step, is to drain that sadness away so you can work with her, but give yourself time.

[The Mystic Pilgrim]

jcrowfoot is absolutely right, you have to allow your heart to heal. It's essential or it will poison your soul.