Angry animal.

[JackRabbitSlims]

A few days ago I attempted to find my spirit guide, or spirit animal.

I layed on my bed and meditated for about 10 to 15 minutes listening to zen music before I felt my body relax and I felt like I was in a trance.

All of a sudden my minds eye zoomed to me sitting by a large waterfall. I was meditating, but when I came closer, I saw myself open my eyes and stand. Once I stood I felt connected. Now I was looking out around me, inside my own body.

I left the waterfall and walked to a forest think with trees and animals.

My eyes moved to an owl, who seemed to tell me to keep searching.

I then saw a fox running by on the forest ground.

Then a wolf came out from behind a giant oak.

At first I felt connected, as though I had found my animal.

As I got closer though, the feelings changed from happiness to fear.

He had turned toward me and bared his teeth.

I heard him say "leave, you're not ready to explore."

I snapped out of the trance and I was breathing hard and sweating.

I thought that it didn't take much preparation to find my spirit animal, but is there something I can do to prepare my mind?

I don't want to take the chance of running into another unfriendly spirit.

[Release.the.bats]

Are you going through a large change?
Internally or externally?

[JackRabbitSlims]

Actually at this time I'm questioning if I'm pregnant or not. :/

[Release.the.bats]

Maybe that's why you cannot find your spirit guide.
Most of the time, when your going through a really emotional or "changing" time in your life. Even if it's just a question you have.
Many things won't "work" quite like they used too.
I've noticed most supernatural things, abilities and creatures. Tend to go "underground" when your having problems like that, to try not to influence you or cause you unnecessary stress.
My guess is that being pregnant would be something unwelcome at this point in your life?Yes? Well, it would change your entire future either way and that's not something to take lightly.
Just my two cents though.