Odd wedding dream

[defuseability]

I had a dream last night that really disturbed me. I dont know why it disturbed me so much, but it did.

In the dream, I was getting married to my ex boyfriend, who was not such a nice guy. We were exchanging vows and I was holding my Athame. But, my Athame had blood on the tip of it.

Well, we exchanged vows and I turned and looked out into the audience and there were 5 people there. My father, grandfather, my two daughters, and my best friend. They've all been dead for awhile. My grandfather was the last to die, he died last month. My best friend died 6 years ago.

My father was standing in the front, he was the closest to us, the rest were all sitting in these odd chairs. They were like electric chairs, but different. My father was screaming something. I couldnt hear him. All I saw was his lips moving and he looked mad. My daughters, who were 4 and 5 at the time of thier deaths were crying and my grandfather was just sitting there staring at us. I could hear him repeating an irish funeral prayer over and over again.

My best friend kept shaking his head. He didnt stop for a second. He just sat there shaking his head no.

They all looked exactly how they looked at their time of death. Well, my grandfather, daughters, and best friend did. Im not sure about my dad, I didnt see him when he died.

I dont know what that dream was all about though. Other than the fact that nobody wants me to marry him. But, I dont plan on ever marrying him. So, where did it come from?

[el.klion]

I get the feeling your family and friends are tired of seeing you put yourself into compromising situations. But, I also can't tell you that that's what the dream is supposed to mean for you.[/i

Your athame with blood represents rituals, that you may or may have not done yet already. Remember that a wedding is also considered a ritual, and just remember the sort of feelings that come with weddings. (Extreme happiness, anxiety...) And the feelings that family members have about weddings. (Whether or not they agree or disagree the feelings change.)

What you need to listen most to is the words/energy of your loved ones, they're always there with you. They've got messages for you. Just because you can't hear them, doesn't mean you can't tell what they want to tell you.