guy in need of help

[Earth Ritual]

Gald I can help, Flea.

Sage tea is made like any other tea. I'd let it step in boiling water for five minutes. I'd drink some with a little salt then save some to rub all over my body.

If you burn the sage use the ash to rub on the parts where you feel there is a need for healing.

Definitely seeking professional help is a great idea. Healing is in many ways a community affair.

If you can't burn indoors find somewhere in nature. Do not allow yourself to make excuses that get in the way of your healing. Spending time with your feet barefoot on the ground will also help you get rid of toxins especially when you intend it with visualising the metals and emotions leaving your body and going into the earth.

If you cannot find sage around see if you can find cedar. The bark is also good for removing negativity though I have never heard of it being consumed internally. Basically, you wold just burn the bark and fumigate your body in the smoke. Doesn't even look strange; it looks very spiritual. Do it as a form of prayer.

[Flea]

Thanks folks.

I have tried traditional counseling and part of the problem is that I DO have to put on a farce otherwise I'll be referred to a mental institution. In fact I've been threatened with it more times than I can count and therefore end up lying about how things are. Also they tend to all blow off my problems as not a big deal when it's really severe and needs immediate attention.

I tried professional counseling with several christian counselors too and it helped me a lot in understanding what was going on but I see the recurring cycle of my counselors crapping out on me at some point such as their personal lives getting in the way etc. I actually did get some real tangible healing and knowledge this way. The last time it happened recently, I just decided I'm wasting time with it because nobody's strong enough to see it through with me. This is after like six or seven failed counselors.

I ordered some sage tea and smudge, I feel that it'll help.

I like cedar.

I have a hard time finding places in nature, I live right in the middle of the ghetto and have a poor sense or direction. I'm working on it. I've just got in the past couple years to where I was well enough to drive a car without getting lost. I won't make excuse and keep on trying.

I agree that healing comes better with other people...I am searching for other people that will be helpful...I have had a lot of problems with friendships breaking up, with people looking me straight in the eye promising me they wouldn't let me down in my time of need only to go missing and in some cases literally flee the town in my worst moments because of outside affairs. So I'm a real lone coyote right now. It seems that life is teaching me to do it on my own since there is no other way and has been so many failed repeats.

It really helps to compare notes with people from time to time though and try new things, to not give up.

So humble thanks again to responders.

[Flea]

Thank you all for sharing this small part of my journey with me.

[Flea]

Yeah on the cedar...
One of the places I went to that had the clearest energy was a synagogue where the building appeared to have been built with a lot of cedar. I love the smell of it. It really seems to ward off evil and bring in good energy. If I was rich maybe I'd live in a palace of cedar

[WatchfulEyeTheButterfly]

Palace of cedar, that sounds like a good plan! lol

[Earth Ritual]

If you really want out all you want will manifest for you.

There is a Light at the end of this tunnel. Even if you do not see it, this Light is aware of you and sees you.

Brightest Hope to you,
Earth Ritual

[CorBrand]

You do realize that prayer is a form of spell casting right? The book of psalms has like a hundred and fifty spells recorded in. And that though you can cast them just as they are in English it does help a little if you learn the given spell in the written language an then cast them that way. That with a little bit of home work and you could probably gather together all the usual components.
Trust me it works I have done it.

[Flea]

Hi CorBrand thanks for joining the discussion. Cool pic bro

Yes sir I do realize, exactly what you said actually I think it goes beyond the book of Psalms. Yes I have been, or we could say that God has been teaching me these very things over the past year. And although I know that it works, I am still, like so many others, feeling an overbearing burden e.g. it's like it's not enough on its own. I also really struggle with the schizophrenic nature of God of the Bible, as he has a wrathful side as well...So many of the psalms start out hopeful and end on a gloomy note, or some curse to one's enemies...So...That is what God has been teaching me....Psalms....and more psalms and still more...and prophecy...and word here and there of hebrew...

It hasn't done me much good in a way, I mean I ended sacrifcing myself for religious causes. You know the god Tir/Tyr from the Ragnarok story? Or Odin sacrificing his eye, etc. It seems not to have been worth it. Moreover I'm losing a lot of friends due to my stubbornness and their rigidity and blindness.

Well you sound like a fairly wise man...

One of my biggest contentions with "our" god is that he hasn't kept to his "unbreakable" word...except the part where, "those living on the earth will die like flies" (re: book of Isaiah).

My mind is so compartmentalized I could actually be a true beliver Christian one day and out and out gnostic the next, or leaning towards satanism the next. So much for the promised Holy Spirit. (I'm sorry I know this is blasphemous I don't intend to offend.)

And not only am I losing faith but the power is just not there consistently and no pastor or whoever could really answer it for me. I feel OK as I'm going about my business today but the power isn't there, I always end living the life of a prisoner. I see churches and relationships fall apart...

I've had to do a lot of what would be more popularly termed magickal work, and spellcasting to survive the past couple years as I had been under horrendous attack, until it finally sort of let up. I guess they got tired, thank God.

Now I'm scared I've turned this into a Bible discussion haha I am still under the curse of a disciple of Christ believe me it isn't worth it haha...

Thank you sir I don't mean to be contentious either please be blessed.

Thanks to Earth Ritual I will hope that the Light sees me. It's been a destitute life IMO, which I suspect others on here have gone through the trials of homelessness or poverty or grief or besiegement in their quest for freedom.

See I have such bad energy I bring nice caring people and it ends up talking bout a dusted over spellbook written by peculiar people who lived in interesting times.

OK be blessed.

Humbly.

[Flea]

/is doing his homework, hope I'll pass the grade, I don't think we're rated, how we think we're rated anyway.

[Earth Ritual]

I posted a link to an free ebook in the website section a while back called HOODOO BOOK. The book contains a list of psalms and their correspondence to various uses for magic like removing negative entities, financial abundance, etc. There was a book called Secrets of the Book of Psalms. That's were the info originates.

Welcome Aboard CorBrand

[CorBrand]

Flea Listen closely and Pay attention mate this is important very very important!

But before I start I will say I am sorry If this becomes a Bible thing that is not my intention, Though I feel that I should give due credit to all points of pertinence in this and as you seem to feel strongly about this I will address it.

Now Flea the first thing is is that God Known as Jehovah or YHVH does not do contradictions. I know this because I have done some very very in depth studies on the subject. lol. nearly eight years worth with just the bible ones. lol. strangely enough I have never had to study so much just to dig out the facts from any other thing. Rofl. Except maybe on magic.

The trick is with the bible that you absolutely have to have a solid understanding of what love is. And knowing that you will then have the needed perspective on the bible for it to make sense. The Other thing that you need to remember what YHVH was working and is working toward. Then it is only a matter of paying attention to what is being said which sometime means reading between the lines... He is always about caring for his people just as you do the people you love and care for. The thing is if an outsider comes in the picture and starts a fight with someone you care about it will make you angry right? Probably yes. But what about when there are two or three people you Love and they are fighting and you have to do something about it? Then you instead of kicking there butts, You start trying to find a way to resolve the issue in a way that will make them all happy, Right?
Now try to imagine this from YHVH's perspective, first it was just one person then several people then a whole nation then just to really complicate things all people. It starts to get really hard to make everybody happy.
Which probably explains why He is so quiet now-a-days... only personally answering prays in what we recognize as tangible way rarely. Most of the time he just tries to show us how we can do it on our own.

Another point of interest is that YHVH does not forbid his people from using magic... Only sorcery. Look up the origins of the word sorcery and you will find that it comes from the same place that we get the word Pharmaceuticals. Sorcery is the use of chemicals to change perceptions in order to enhance your practice of magic. YHVH teaches that you should be learning and using the power he gave you (The hard way).
NEVER EVER USE DRUGS NEVER. If you do you are abusing your body and the gifts you have been given.