A Goddess Chosing YOU?

[Nightwatcher]

I don't know if it was a specific Goddess or God that called to me, but the only time I have ever had dreams with Gods in them was when I decided to start looking at Germanic Paganism. I was hiding in a pile of furs when I heard and saw the Germanic Gods out looking for Loki. They were calling for him and I couldn't quite understand why I was there. Than one of the Gods found me and smiled and said "welcome home".

For me after I had that dream and then I started my research into Germanic paganism it was sort of like I was coming home from a long trip. It seemed to me that even more than Wicca (which I was starting to feel wasn't realy for me) that something about the Germanic Gods was calling to me. I did research into my ancestry and sure enough my ancestors came from a mixture of Germanic tribes most notably the Angles and the Saxons.

That sounds like such a sweet story. It didn't feel like a homecoming for me so much as... hmm, how to describe... like I'd finally found an older sister to help guide me. Sadly I still feel a bit adrift but I know one day I'll feel settled and at home.