Shadow Trouble

[Release.the.bats]

Shadowpheonix, do you know anything pertaining to your past lives, or what your main 'goal' is in this life? Do you know anything about your soul? That might explain why it is bound to you.
I'm sure you know that bonds and specific souls can reincarnate with us, as well we can have "markings" of sorts on our souls that make us targets for certain creatures.
For example: I have one that attracts most of the deceased to me, to help them pass. I did this unconsciously for many many years and apparently i've been doing it for many lives. They find me, no matter where I am, i've had them find me when i'm in another state. I also get the joys of knowing how they will die and a time frame. I still don't know all the mechanics behind it. But my soul has been imprinted to help the dead.
Is it possible yours has been imprinted in a similar manner, to bind shadows? Did you ever do any religious work(like a monk or priest) in your PL? I knew a boy who was a monk a long time ago and he specializes in banishing harmful entities.

[Release.the.bats]

@Emopoet: What tribe is this information from?
As well, it is unusual that a Native American tribe would know how to communicate with shadows. I understand they knew about shadows, but it seems strange that they would have information on communicating. I'd assume that to be the job of the medicine man or shaman, whichever they had. Not so much general knowledge.

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

I'm afraid nothing that may be of assistance...the only thing I do know is that I was royalty a few times, and surely they didn't do anything like binding shadows.. Besides, I thought our only evil entities were the shadows, so I have no clue what this wolf thing is...Also, why would my soul be imprinted to bind evil entities...to myself of all things?

I had to have someone else look into my past lives because I was unable to, but that was a while back and I don't remember anything other than what I previously stated. How do I look further into this? I have lost my connections that I previously had at my disposal...

[emopet]

Yeah, his family had a long line of medicine woman and some other word for a person, they had to do with communicating with the unknown as they called it. But the spell information thingy wasn't from a tribe let alone his tribe, its just a very trusted incantion the tribe uses. He and I are part of the Morning Star and Cheyenne tribes. I'm from both andhe is from the first one. He knows much more about it all, my family didn't keep up the traditions like his.



Cheyenne

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

Also, what connection would this 'Aquarius' and the wolf thing have?

[gwenblackbird]

I have some VERY similar encounters with shadows, ever since I was a child actually. What might this be from?

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

http://everythingunderthemoon.net/forum ... php?t=9170

That is the link to the topic that has the details of the 'elemental wolf' as I will call it, thing coming about.

As for everything else I'm not really sure, it all started several days ago when I was apparantly attacked by shadows and lots of them. A few nights after that I was in bed and looked to the edge of the bed one was next to the wall...it's all in the first few posts...I still don't know who this 'Aquarius' shadow entity is...which is why I would like some help, if anyone can, with finding out more of my past lives, as Release.the.bats said

[Release.the.bats]

I'm not sure how much help I can be.
But it's possible that by binding shadows to you, you cancelled out their power. Like in Hollywood when priests or monks or religious figures bind demons to them, similar situation.
It's possible that your energy is stronger than theirs and you, in a sense, sacrifice yourself to help others, by preventing shadows from running free.
Of course, this is just a thought.
I think your answer lies in your past lives though.
I have been replying to a post under Reincarnated regarding tarot and exercises to discover past lives.
If you'd be interested in checking it out.

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

I've had another encounter with a shadow, it was very large. I was going to bed and when I opened the door it was there leaning down over my friend who had gone to bed already. When I entered the room I gasped when I saw it because I felt how powerful it seemed to be, however...when it noticed my presence it seemed to be startled and jumped back then disappeared. Why would it have done that? I've encountered many of the shadow people but not with an outcome like that.

[AP670]

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[AP670]

From way back when,

It told me about the dark figure 'Aquarius' it said, "If you relenquish to it's power, you will gain more power and wealth than you can comprehend. However, allow me to show you something." and it pulled me in front of the mirror...my reflection was black and white. This entity then stated, "You will however loose connection with who you are, and become something different." My reflection turned to complete darkness with my eyes glowing a deep red. The entity then proceeded to tell me, "Remember I am bound to you as you are to me"

Aquarius do you remember when Shadow Posted that? Experienced that....

BIG F*CKING PICTURE!!!

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

That experience is inconsequential...are you saying I've been taken over?

[AP670]

That experience is inconsequential...are you saying I've been taken over?

No Aquarius. You are transforming..or walk said path. Like Amon warned you. Like a phoenix....

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

[truthseeker2]

this doesnt sound unusual to me phonex and i strongly beleive that these entitys have been a result of your own actions. first i thought it was a spirit called jathom known for pinning you down while you are in a inbetween state asleep/awake you can look but cant breath,talk or move i think most people have encountered this spirit and a few have seen it described as having donkey feet, two horns on its head ,having a tail and being extremly ugly. then when i continued reading i realised these r much more powerful and evil spirits trying to inflicit harm on you. first of its known to me that all animals can see spirits and from what you described its highly probable that there r spirits stalking u and following your every step trying to find the correct time to posses your body and taking over maybe ending up killing u in a way that looks like suicide. spirits find it extremly painful possesing a human being and if attempted in a wrong time will lead to ther death. there best chance to attack is when your extremly sad,happy,angry,daydreaming,tired etc. ive heard of a guy worshiping powerful evil spirits and one day he decided to stop and this spirit threatened him to kill his family and eventually it killed every member of his family . he recalls how his son start to bloat like a balloon right in front of his eyes till death. you r without a doubt in extreme danger all i can advice is gonna work temporarly only if the spirit isnt that strong first dont ignite candles or any form of smoke coz they r attracted to and feed on smoke,lock the door of your room before you sleep. make sure bathroom doors r shut wen not used coz they reside in bathrooms .cleanse yourself with holy water everyday for they hate it and actually get harmed from it and it will keep them at bay.even better mix olive oil with holy water and rub your entire body with it,if infact you r already possesed with a spirit the n you will see a lump on your skin moving away from the olive oil mix.expect that the first few times you might get totally stunned and if you have a spirit it will try to take over so insure u have at least two guys near you to restrain the spirit from causing harm. the more u do this the weaker the spirits inside you will get and will keep away the other spirits until they eventually leave you alone. nuff said good luck