Incredible Dream..!!!!!
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 10:59 am
Hi All...
I have extremely vivid and powerful divination dreams. Most of the time, when I am actually 'seeking' out a question, a spirit (any spirit or a random one, not just a particular one), will come into the dream (they always wake me up too, so I remember the dream!).
Then, other times, the dream is just a dream, but with a very persuasive message, that I am not necessarily seeking out because I am unsure what the question is, but know I am unconsciously 'stressed' about and know something is worrisome, but can't quite put my finger on it.
So, lately, in the last week, I have felt as if I am responsible for the world and making things right. Impossible feat I know... and I put an incredible amount of pressure on myself, trying to make things perfect.
I've also had a very strong need lately to bond with Air. So, I went up to the mountains this past weekend, and both of these issues (the one of perfection, and my very strong need to bond with Air) came to me last night.
I started out with a meditation and calling the elements and drawing their energy, then fell asleep.
So, last night, I literally was under a massive Boulder (one of the ones I saw in the mountains this past weekend) with a girlfriend (who came with me to the mountains and I felt I had to make everything for her visit perfect), and the boulder started to slowly slide down toward us, like in very slow motion. I could feel everything about this experience, the pressure building up on our bodies as it lowered itself toward us, the concern and fear that I only have a split second to ACT to save us. (I felt the same pressure feelings I have when seeking perfection).
So, as the seconds of taking action to save us, mounted, I finally take the second, and I jerk us out of the way. At this point our knees where beginning to bend under the rock closing down on us.
So, we were safe and sound. The boulder never hits the ground, once we get away from under it, it just vanishes.
I know this is telling me to stop trying to carry the weight of the world (colloquialism that we use for 'stress' in life, and the boulder represented this), on my shoulders, and to think I have to FIX everything and make everything perfect! Talk about a clear message though?
So, from now on.....guess what friends
I don't give a S**t about the world being imperfect!!! I'm not going to be responsible for it anymore.
:bounce:
I have extremely vivid and powerful divination dreams. Most of the time, when I am actually 'seeking' out a question, a spirit (any spirit or a random one, not just a particular one), will come into the dream (they always wake me up too, so I remember the dream!).
Then, other times, the dream is just a dream, but with a very persuasive message, that I am not necessarily seeking out because I am unsure what the question is, but know I am unconsciously 'stressed' about and know something is worrisome, but can't quite put my finger on it.
So, lately, in the last week, I have felt as if I am responsible for the world and making things right. Impossible feat I know... and I put an incredible amount of pressure on myself, trying to make things perfect.
I've also had a very strong need lately to bond with Air. So, I went up to the mountains this past weekend, and both of these issues (the one of perfection, and my very strong need to bond with Air) came to me last night.
I started out with a meditation and calling the elements and drawing their energy, then fell asleep.
So, last night, I literally was under a massive Boulder (one of the ones I saw in the mountains this past weekend) with a girlfriend (who came with me to the mountains and I felt I had to make everything for her visit perfect), and the boulder started to slowly slide down toward us, like in very slow motion. I could feel everything about this experience, the pressure building up on our bodies as it lowered itself toward us, the concern and fear that I only have a split second to ACT to save us. (I felt the same pressure feelings I have when seeking perfection).
So, as the seconds of taking action to save us, mounted, I finally take the second, and I jerk us out of the way. At this point our knees where beginning to bend under the rock closing down on us.
So, we were safe and sound. The boulder never hits the ground, once we get away from under it, it just vanishes.
I know this is telling me to stop trying to carry the weight of the world (colloquialism that we use for 'stress' in life, and the boulder represented this), on my shoulders, and to think I have to FIX everything and make everything perfect! Talk about a clear message though?
So, from now on.....guess what friends
I don't give a S**t about the world being imperfect!!! I'm not going to be responsible for it anymore.
:bounce: