why do i hurt so much?

[emilyrsms]

what did i do to you?
To make you say the
things you say?

Where did i go wrong?
All i wanted you to
know that i trusted
you. With my children.
Then you go and say
thoses things you said.

I know i'm not the perfect mom.
Neither are you.

You had no right to say,
there is something wrong with
****(my daughter).
If the doctor was cocerned
with her weight. i am sure he would say something.

I know she is your niece, but as far as i'm concerned
you can keep you f***ing big a**
out of my life.

If anyone has my kids taking away,
they will be one sorry S.O.B.,
they will lose what is most
important to them, i will make sure
of it.

I will not try to love you
anymore,
because everytime i do.
i end up getting hurt.

I will never trust you
with anything againg.

maybe someday we will be friends
that won't be for a long long long time