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Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sat Aug 29, 2015 11:43 pm
by Ruth
My name is Michele... I usually come on here a lot and just read everything and gather info and tips and tricks feel so connected to everything on here like its a safe fun place to be and I don't have to worry about everything... It's comfortable here.
I love nature! Wind, rain and fire, animals mostly birds, dogs, Tigers and horses. I love cooking and using herbs in my food and I'll always sing or dance while I'm putting them in the food haha I'm not quite sure what you call me exactly....I just do my own thing..but I also have a huge connection with people's feelings and thoughts and I know what they're thinking by their eyes their reactions movements same with certain animals! Sometimes when I get home from work I'm just exhausted!!
So I kind of have a question...but I have to explain first I guess...I work in a store as a cashier....I normally don't care what other people think of me because I'm my own person, I'm strong I'm patient and happy...some people think I'm weird or unique but sometimes I just think I'm not on their level or something like I'm above them looking down or something? I don't know, anyway I usually don't care if people judge me or whatever but today there was a man and his wife that came through my line and the woman bent down to look at my tattoo on my leg, then looked at my hair( the top half is light brown, the bottom half is jet black! Shiny it's pretty!) then she looked at the man and he looked at her then he pulled this little book out of his shirt pocket and gave it to me and said- this is for you.. You need to read this and they walked away.
Well it's called 'The Choice' and it's 23 pages long and it's about Christ and your choices you make and that you're going to hell and wow I was shocked! It felt like I was slammed to the floor!!!! I've never felt that way before and now I can't get that feeling to go away I feel stuck and blocked! Like I said I've never really posted before so I don't know if this is right or where I do it but can anyone give me any suggestions on what I can do to help me get back to how I was feeling before?! It's greatly appreciated! Thanks in advance....
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 12:38 am
by Becks

Yeah, well clearly you're evil and going to hell because your hair colour and presence of tattoos clearly mean you're devil-spawn.
NOT!
You feel icky and upset because they are awful and judgemental people, who know nothing's about you, your values, or what you're all about. Who wouldn't be unnerved by people doing that to them? I certainly would! Moreover, I'm a bit like you, I don't act like that, so when people do act like mean weirdos it always surprises me. I never respond with a clever and witty retort or laugh (which we totally should) because I'm so flippin' shocked that people do that to each other. It's sad!
You feel weird because you were judged harshly. So cleanse that off. Remember, I'm pretty sure that's not what God had in mind when meeting people. I don't recall Jesus giving nice people crap in the bible for how they wore their clothing...he wasn't rude like that.....some people have it so wrong, but it affects us because it's more than rude. It's an attack.
So please please please cleanse yourself from that, know you're fine the way you are, and that they are horribly rude and have no clue about what's what.
And WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME!!!

Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 3:18 am
by theharmoniouscrow
Welcome welcome!
I second Beck's comments about "cleansing that sh*t off" because that was ALL from them, and not from you.
You sound very like myself

I'm weird, I'm unique, but I'm totally fine with that.
People exhaust me because I find them draining - when I worked in I.T I had the same kinds of experiences. People judged me for how I looked, not who I was or what I could do (and I was darn good at my job)
I also prefer the company of animals (Tigers, dogs, horses and birds as well! Wolves too!) and Nature in general.
Take some time for yourself after things like that happen. Take their negative energy and lift it off (imagine if you will a grey smoke that's hanging around you, and blow it away!) and send it off into the wind!
I'm new to the Path, new to all of this, but I'm also finding this forum and this place very "safe" and I feel at home here.
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 8:17 am
by Ruth
Oh thank you so much...
I did do a cleansing and then I went outside and stood a stared at the moon and talked to her ha it was so bright last night! I feel much better [WINKING FACE]
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 8:45 am
by theharmoniouscrow
I talk to the Moon too! And that light of Hers... wow... Nothing like it to cleanse your soul.
Very glad you're feeling better.
You can also come here and we'll give you support and light and understanding - I've found that here as well.
My mantra (especially after an awful day/experience) is "New Day. New Energy."
I kind of try "living in the Now" like a dog does. What's done is done... what's happening NOW is what you need to be aware of and focused on.

Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 11:24 am
by Ruth
Thank you everyone is so nice here...
And yes! What's done is done new day new energy!!
I tell my kids that too!!
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 11:33 am
by Vesca
Welcome to the forum.
And don't worry about other people. They do what they feel they need to do, but it shouldn't dictate what you believe or what lifestyle you choose. It may feel slimy, but the fact is that unless you're being violently oppressed, they can't control you.
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 11:51 am
by Ruth
Thank you
Yes yesterday was something else but today is much better. I'm just glad that I've found you guys/girls and I'm comfortable talking about this stuff, I'm usually really shy, don't bother anybody. I do my own thing but yesterday was the first time that I ever felt discouraged and lost and thrown...
Thank you all so much for just being here and understanding
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2015 2:49 pm
by theharmoniouscrow
I'm usually very shy too, but I've found it quite easy to open up here. People are genuinely interested in what you have to say, where you are on your Path, or where you have been
And tattoos are awesome and nothing to be ashamed of - your body is your temple, right? My tattoos (and I have a few - some very large!) are my decorations!
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Tue Sep 01, 2015 12:49 am
by Tigris Shadow
So sorry you had to encounter that type of negativity. I always feel those who try to change others to believe what they believe seem to be the most insecure deep down and actually question their beliefs the most. You sound very grounded and secure in yourself and your beliefs - stay that way

I agree with everyone to get rid of their negative energy and I'm so glad you connected with the moon's healing energy. Keep following your path and your heart. You're doing great!
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Tue Sep 01, 2015 10:37 am
by Ruth
Thank you
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Tue Sep 01, 2015 10:08 pm
by 70swoodstock
My name is Michele... I usually come on here a lot and just read everything and gather info and tips and tricks feel so connected to everything on here like its a safe fun place to be and I don't have to worry about everything... It's comfortable here.
I love nature! Wind, rain and fire, animals mostly birds, dogs, Tigers and horses. I love cooking and using herbs in my food and I'll always sing or dance while I'm putting them in the food haha I'm not quite sure what you call me exactly....I just do my own thing..but I also have a huge connection with people's feelings and thoughts and I know what they're thinking by their eyes their reactions movements same with certain animals! Sometimes when I get home from work I'm just exhausted!!
So I kind of have a question...but I have to explain first I guess...I work in a store as a cashier....I normally don't care what other people think of me because I'm my own person, I'm strong I'm patient and happy...some people think I'm weird or unique but sometimes I just think I'm not on their level or something like I'm above them looking down or something? I don't know, anyway I usually don't care if people judge me or whatever but today there was a man and his wife that came through my line and the woman bent down to look at my tattoo on my leg, then looked at my hair( the top half is light brown, the bottom half is jet black! Shiny it's pretty!) then she looked at the man and he looked at her then he pulled this little book out of his shirt pocket and gave it to me and said- this is for you.. You need to read this and they walked away.
Well it's called 'The Choice' and it's 23 pages long and it's about Christ and your choices you make and that you're going to hell and wow I was shocked! It felt like I was slammed to the floor!!!! I've never felt that way before and now I can't get that feeling to go away I feel stuck and blocked! Like I said I've never really posted before so I don't know if this is right or where I do it but can anyone give me any suggestions on what I can do to help me get back to how I was feeling before?! It's greatly appreciated! Thanks in advance....
Those people judged you without even knowing you. Too bad for them. Stay strong dear. Don't lose your beautiful spirit.
Blessed be
Re: Hello not really new but haven't introduced myself yet
Posted: Tue Sep 01, 2015 10:19 pm
by Ruth
Thank you...maybe them judging me was supposed to happen because all day today I just felt stronger in my own beliefs and feel much more confident than I did a few days ago...maybe if I ever see them again I'll just thank them!