wierdest thing

[Exilus]

OK this is wierd for me to have to ask advise or help, I talked to sercee about it yestarday, but not for long and since then I have looked for something that might answer it and all I can seem to find an answer any where that meets the symptons other that inadvertant Psychic release. So if anyone else finds something let me know.



What happened:
Yestarday morning the sink in our kitchen kicked on full force, for no reason with no one any where near it. It woke me and Deirdre up once we were up we realised I had a rather severe nose bleed at the same time, again no reason for it. Deirdre went to turn off the sink while i ran to the bathroom to stop the bleeding, It took her about as long to get to the kitchen as it did me to the bathroom. When I got to the bathroom I applied presure to my nose for a split secod and then looked to see how bad the bleed actually was. But It had stopped just as fast as it had come.

Now deirdre said I had been having a nightmare, right before the sink turned itself, and my nose started to bleed. This makes no sence to me at all. I used to have problems my grandmother used to call fairy play, but I have not had a case of it since I was a child. Things like new light bulbs blowing when I walked into the room, or candles going out, or other things happeneing, but I havent had a case of this since I was 22 years old. Now its just confussing me and I have been searching all night and all I can find is. Accidental Psychic release.

Could some of you look and see what you find.

[Storm]

Is there something severely troubling you at the moment? Perhaps something deep down that is manifesting itself this way? That could be an answer.

Or, it is of course possible that you just happened to have a nosebleed and the sink just buggered itself up!

[Exilus]

no not really, I have been on dream surpressors since after the firts iraq war, but I wantedto start slowly taking myself off them, (its a med that you still dream but it makes it so you dont remeber them.) now since been so long, and if I had even started to lower my dose or deirdre hadnt seen this to I would think it was a bad dream.

But since I havent messed with my meds and deirdre saw this stuff as well I don't know what to think of it.

[webbspinner]

I had a similar incident, not nearly as intense. I too take dream suppressing medications. I couldn't sleep well, it seemed like I rode the Night Mare all night. Anyway, I was in the kitchen arguing with the husband. I don't remember what it was about, I was really hot , I was yelling at him and the lid to the milk jug flew straight up into the air. Needless to say it put a damper on the argument. I think mine was surpressed energy, as an adult you usually swallow your emotions. Eventually they come out, since I can't act them out in sleep they accumulated. That's my take on it anyway. ->O<-

[Sobek]

it could be your dream supressors are blocking something of need and value.

[jcrowfoot]

I have found that over time psychoactive medications can have strange effects in people's energy fields. Knowing that the brain tends to use dreaming for problem solving and whatnot... well... dream suppressors seem kind of dubious. That being said, I know well why someone would be very very happy to take them. I'm rather familiar with PSTD and being constantly yanked awake by nightmares.

A third thing to think about is that sometimes, getting off medication can do things to your blood pressure temporarly which make nosebleeds more common. If the medication delays your waking up ( I'm not familiar with the meds you are taking, so bear with me) you could have a panic attack while frozen in place and wake up with a nose bleed.

I hope you won't be offended if my advice sounds like it's for newbies, but I must ask.... but have you done any divination about this? Does your kitchen feel *odd* to you or anyone in the house?
Chances are, if your reading doesn't make any sense, it's just a coincidence. If you see a pattern, and it actually goes somewhere
meaningful in your life, well, it could be otherwise.

Personally, problem plumbing is a symbol of subconcious psychological issues involving unfullfilled needs and unfinished business. I don't know if this is true for anyone but me. I tend to have nightmares about various unlikely plumbing disasters when I'm ignoring something in my life that needs to be dealt with psychologically. Sometimes it's accompanied by a series of actual plumbing disasters in my home.

Also, it might help to ask the fair folk if they were trying to send a message. Sometimes they have insightful things to say.

Hope this helps.

[jcrowfoot]

Have you done any divination about this? Does your kitchen feel odd to you or anyone in the house?
Chances are, if your reading doesn't make any sense, it's just a coincidence. If you see a pattern, and it actually goes somewhere
meaningful in your life, well, it could be otherwise.

In my experience, problem plumbing is a symbol of subconscious psychological issues involving unfulfilled needs and unfinished business. I don't know if this is true for anyone but me. I tend to have nightmares about various unlikely plumbing disasters when I'm ignoring something in my life that needs to be dealt with psychologically. Sometimes it's accompanied by a series of actual (but minor) plumbing problems in my home.
It is usually repressed anger or having boundary failure on my part.

Also, it might help to ask the fair folk if they were trying to send a message.

[webbspinner]

I know people find it strange that you would take a med that supresses dreams. Mine became so bad I would be up doing things around the house asleep. I cooked meals and woke up eating them, called and held conversations, etc. I had dreams so real that I believed them to be real, would argue about it. My biggest concern was I would take off in my car and end up in another state with no purse or money. It's not an enviable situation. I've tried easing off the meds, the dreams starts worsening.->O<-

[Exilus]

Points at what webspinner said, accept that mine involved things I had to do during The iraq, kosvo, and the bosnian wars. NOt a good idea to have a person who is trained to kill people, wandering around and doing things in his sleep, and being so completly trapped in the dreams he seems awake to others accept that his eyes are completly closed.

[Sercee]

*gives Exilus a big hug*

[Eretik]

Big , big,hug from me too. I didn't post here because I know very little about dream suppressants and my experience of this is somewhat different, didn't think I'd be any use on this one. I have 'anger management' problems due to supression of emotions over a long period of time, I still get bouts of almost uncontrollable rage, that should be RAGE! 'cos that's how it feels. I have come a long way with this and I can now restrain myself from damaging others or myself, it wasn't always so easy. I have had the 'psychic side effects' too. I sleepwalk and talk when I'm stressed, I'm also a chronic insomniac. Won't go into details, but I hope you get this worked through. I had to face down my inner demons - it wasn't, and still sometimes, isn't easy. I have a great capacity for hurting others, drawn from my past, now I channel it. I go away from everyone, out into the wild places, I yell, scream and cry out [ it would terrify anyone who sees it and has done before, when I 'let go' around others, ] I find it very helpful as the pain and rage get washed out and I can cry, something I find incredibly difficult around other people. I still feel unsure on this, but I'm going to look for some info. Maybe Sobek was correct, it could be you need to resolve what's being held in by the suppressants, but I understand your feelings and fear on that, I have 'come to' before and been frightened and ashamed of the 'evil' and what I could have and have done. Geri.

[webbspinner]

No, it's not a good idea to have a trained killer asleep and walking around.I'm a nurse and I've seen some horrible things too, never killed anyone though. You can talk and talk about what you've seen, the horrors are still sitting in your subconscious waiting till your guard is down. My son-in-law was in the first Gulf War, Bosnia and Somalia. He was a Crew Chief with the 101st. The war memories don't bother him as far as I can tell. I've asked him not to tell me the things he saw. I don't know if any med would be strong enough for that.->O<-

[Eretik]

Umm, I 'm going to tell you something - I once beat someone to a pulp for a reason that would have been easily resolved if it hadn't 'pushed' my inner triggers, it wasn't their fault at all - but I reacted to what was inside my head, needless to say, I went way, way, over the top and I still feel ashamed thinking about it now, 15yrs later. I still fear my 'inner beast' so I understand the need for suppressants, I don't know if what I have to say is helpful, but I wouldn't like anyone else to have to suffer this, though I think my problems are minor, in comparison.. The horrors of war are all too real and it's interesting how the politicians who bring this horror about have no trouble sleeping, sorry for digressing but I see Lions led by donkeys. I have ptsd, small letters because I don't see how I could compare myself to someone who's lived through active service in a war zone. I'm getting emotional about this so I'd best stop.