What does this mean? (Apollo)

[Kitrina Mageia]

Alright, so to start off, I can talk to the wind. It's something I've been able to do for a couple of years now; talk to the wind, but not control it. So recently, last week, I went outside and began talking to the wind. Then I thought that it would be really nice if I could, you know, become one with the wind or something. So I grabbed my father's staff and went out to an area of our land that was equal distance from all trees, fences, etc. I stood there, concentrated, offered myself. I could feel the wind almost as if it was going through me and around me all at once. And then a cow mooed. It wasn't just a moo - it was more of a death-cry. My head jerked up and I opened my eyes and I had completely lost all of the work I had made with the wind. When I tried again, another cow mooed. Upon talking to the wind about it, it told me that it couldn't talk to me anymore. Now thoroughly exasperated, I asked the gods (I worship the Greek pantheon) what the problem was. Crows kept calling and cows kept mooing, so I strongly suspect this to be the work of Apollo, whom I feel I have a good connection with. But I just don't understand why Apollo wouldn't want me to be with the wind.
Any ideas?

[AutumnMaidens]

I would think if anything he was protecting you. I would suggest meditating on it, try to converse with him and ask him he might be very direct about it.

[Kitrina Mageia]

Hmm, that seems like a good idea (if I can concentrate today). Thanks!
But I wonder what he's protecting me from, if he is protecting me...? I know there was that one myth with Apollo and Zephyrus, the East wind, where they were both in love with a young boy (Hyacinthus, I think) and Zephyrus got jealous and made the discus Apollo threw slice Hyacinthus's head off...

[Kitrina Mageia]

Just an update: Recently I discovered that everything seems to be in cahoots. The wind tells the crows (messengers of Apollo) and the crows tell Apollo and Apollo tells the cows. I found this out today because today I was going to form a coven (I just came in from doing it, and I have succeeded!) and early this morning, all of the crows took off. I thought this was odd, but didn't really think much about it. Then later on today the crows came back and I figured it out. We couldn't do the ritual where we wanted to because the stupid cows were in the way. But we got it done anyway... And a couple of days ago I tried talking to Apollo about it, but all I could concentrate long enough to hear was "Well, my dear..." and then I got distracted. :/