recurring dream of friend

[haaj]

So my friend and I are no longer friends but I've been having dreams of her lately. One dream I had was us crossing paths at a bar and I was drunk and I tell the whole bar that she's no longer my friend hr without giving me a chance to explain why she broke the friendship and that whatever she knows isn't the full story.
About a week ago I dreamt that the man who she truly loves comes to see her and when she opens the door she cries and tells him its too late. That shes moved on and she can't marry him. He of course tells her its not too late and reminds her of all the things they've planned and talked about.
Last night I had a dream I was at her workplace and she sees me and walks up to me and says "how are you?". I look at her and say "not good" and continue doing whatever I was doing and then I add "if you want to talk you can text me." But I said both statements in an annoyed angry kind of way.

Does anyone know what this could mean? Please help because this friend of mine I love her to death like a sister and I do miss her. Could this be a sign that we may talk again? Or we be friends again?

[Zili]

this means you both aren't ready to forgive each other, both of you have a lot of anger towards the other and right now forgiveness isn't in the cards if you pardon the phrase. You and your friend need to work on yourselves first and find what you did wrong before trying to fix the friendship.

[haaj]

Hmm. Maybe zili... I'm willing to speak to her and fix the friendship but Idk about her. And I can't really speak to her because she told me she never wants to speak to me again. So I rather she contact me first and then I will be more than happy tell her everything. Hopefully one day she does contact me.

[Zili]

your dreams are telling you though that she's not the only one here with issues, that you have work to do on yourself as well. Are you holding on to an "injury" she has caused you? Do you believe that you are completely in the right here? Ask yourself these questions and similar questions, if the answer to any of them is "yes" then you need to re-examine your stance.