I told you in my intro I asked a lot of questions

It's been about a week since my ex and I split up, I ended up moving out. It wasn't because we didn't love each other, because we still love each other and miss each other. Its also hurting the both of us, he just keeps his feelings held back where as I can't. I'm very much in love with him, but before we met each other there was this guy I used to go to high school with. We spent time together(before I met my ex) we had gotten close...but once I met my ex I didn't go around him because they don't like each other and I didn't want my ex thinking anything.
Since we've split up I'm having a hard time with all of it including sleep, but when I do fall asleep I dream of him. But there was this one dream I had, for some reason it was one of these
