
I'm not sure under what branch of wicca/paganism I fall. I feel more inclined to celebrate esbats than sabbats. I also feel more inclined to worship a Goddess rather than a God, and I feel more connected to the night and moon than the day and sun. I worship in my own way, in general I just sit and meditate, or spend time with the Goddess. I talk to Her too. For lack of a better description, I can "feel" Her when I'm outside, so I find it incredibly easy to talk to Her. When I celebrate esbats, I set up an altar in Her honor, which represents Her and the elements. Since I have to be subtle, my celebrations include telling Her what I'm celebrating, and then drinking some wine and eating a sweet treat. I leave some wine for Her as an offering.
Simple I know. But drinking wine for me is a celebration, because I drink it on no other occasion. Oh and I don't practice magick.
Perhaps some can tell me what I am? A Pagan or a wiccan? Haha. Otherwise I'll accept that I'm a Wanderer, or a seeker...
Sorry for the very long and boring introduction. I like writing too.
