I was asked to make one so I thought I would lol

[Empathlookingtohelp]

Hey my name is Gina and I'm 19 years old. When I was about 14 I started seeing, hearing and astral projecting in my sleep all in a day or two. At first I thought what everyone would think, I thought I was schizophrenia for sure. I was contemplating if I should go to get put on medication or not and then I met a friend of a friend who had no abilities but as I was talking to her and telling her what happened to me she could see everything I saw in the exact same way and color too. I finally knew I wasn't crazy anymore.

As that was happening I was seeing and hearing demons while I was awake and then when I fell asleep they were chasing me pretty much every night. When that didn't break me they decided to start possessing my friends around me and that was, as you can imagine, horrible. I thought it was me I thought I was hurting my friends. It took me a long time to figure out it wasn't me. Oh and while I was looking for help I only found a professional psychic that wouldn't help me because she said "god gave me these abilities so I can provide for my family" so you can imagine what kind of person she is. When my family paid to see her I talked with her for 25 min for 30 dollars and she didn't help me AT ALL. Plus she couldn't even see HALF of what I can see so while I was seeing beings left and right she couldn't see anyone around me. Thanks.

Then I met a girl that I thought could help I was texting her and I don't know if she was even real anymore because of one night I was being surrounded by dark beings and she was revving it up and trying to make me more scared. I honestly thought I was going to die. That night I pledge to the light (whoever that is just to be a light worker). Instead of just being afraid of them I decided to see why they're hurting my friends and why they feel how they feel. Ever since then I've been studying emotions and how strongly they play a role in the metaphysical world and have grown stronger through my experiences. I have so much I'm not putting just for fear of no one will read because it's so long but long story short I went and still go through a lot. From all of this I learned how to help myself and to help my friends too. I've become a better person and I'm glad I went through what I did or else I wouldn't be who I am today. I've learned and continue to learn because I still go through so much through my experiences. I don't know if it's because I'm a fairy or because it's only my 3rd reincarnation I don't know.

If anyone has any questions comments or got this far let me know lol you're a trooper.

[SpiritTalker]

Hi and welcome to the forum. I soo-o needed to say that.

Boot Camp supposedly trains us in survival and I hope you can choose your battles...patiently.
I am most struck by your observance of the impact of our emotions...those were wise words.
In a way it makes sense to me that, as you are fairly new to mundane embodiment, you would be literally thrown in at the deep end to sink or swim, so as to quickly develop the human-form's necessary chutzpah, the survivor who covers your back, the strong sense of self preservation that is needed to manage in the physical realm. Does that sound like a possibility to you?

[Empathlookingtohelp]

Hi and welcome to the forum. I soo-o needed to say that.

Boot Camp supposedly trains us in survival and I hope you can choose your battles...patiently.
I am most struck by your observance of the impact of our emotions...those were wise words.
In a way it makes sense to me that, as you are fairly new to mundane embodiment, you would be literally thrown in at the deep end to sink or swim, so as to quickly develop the human-form's necessary chutzpah, the survivor who covers your back, the strong sense of self preservation that is needed to manage in the physical realm. Does that sound like a possibility to you?

That does sound possible to me I also think it's because I am a fairy and we're very tuff people so I really feel they wanted to test me lol and I hope so too I realized now I'll have no metaphysical problems for a bit and then something will happen and I'll work through it and then it'll be good again lol normal life things though it's calmed down a lot but it's going to get crazy again soon. And thankyou for the welcome hahaha

[SpiritTalker]

Who's doing the testing you mentioned? You have been Fae, & may be of Fae blood now, but it is a human incarnation you're in now, and that's what everything revolves around. What's already learned would need no repetition, would it?

[Empathlookingtohelp]

Who's doing the testing you mentioned? You have been Fae, & may be of Fae blood now, but it is a human incarnation you're in now, and that's what everything revolves around. What's already learned would need no repetition, would it?

I would assume for my soul I don't need to relearn it but for my next reincarnation yes. And I believe or have been told is true is that the first place your soul comes from is what your soul is so you can reincarnate but your soul remains the same. So I am originally from wherever fairies are and am a fairy. And maybe other fae are testing me I wouldn't put it past them from what I've heard were a tough crowd.

[SpiritTalker]

Oh. Now that's enlightening. Thanx.

[SnowCat]

I suspect that you're not the only one here who is of Fae descent. You'll adjust.

Snow

[Empathlookingtohelp]

Here on the page or this post?

[Empathlookingtohelp]

And you're welcome Spirit Talker.

[SnowCat]

Here on the forum.

Snow

[Empathlookingtohelp]

Ohhh well I hope they're doing well

[Texasrane]

If I'm reading correctly this began basically during astral projecting at night. Perhaps you are a night worker, doing light work and works of service as you sleep. Unfortunately and for reasons I wouldn't know,as you said the Fae may be testing you or maybe something just followed you back for their own dark reasons. You're a strong person. I have no doubt you will get through this in your own way and your own time but don't give up on your night work, your light work can be very powerful. Ground yourself and protect yourself before you go to sleep. .... study up on this for your protection as your night work may be something you are destined to do? Witch through it with power and intelligence

[Empathlookingtohelp]

Thank you so much I'd really hope I was strong after going through all of this lol and I think they're testing me but if something followed me then I'll handle it somehow lol and yeah I started learning protection and I still am but I'm not too bad now lol and that's awesome I've never heard of a night worker lol I am one then because I distinctly remember fighting beings and things like demons while astral projecting in my sleep. I think the most powerful thing to do is believe in yourself and that's what I really try hard to do. Thank you so much for commenting

[SpiritTalker]

Empath, have you got a copy of Robert Bruce's book Practical Psychic Self-Defense Handbook? It is around $12 on Amazon. It gives good Advice and info without being spooky. I think it will strengthen the talents you already have and give some new ideas. He writes as if he's been in your shoes.

Carlo Ginzberg's Night Battles is a study of a particular sect during the 16th C witch trials and is such a classic it is probably on line somewhere.

[Empathlookingtohelp]

I'll look those up thank you so much