A special request

[Arianna]

Hello, a few of you know that I've been hoping to go through my senior year of college in Heidelberg Germany.

I sent in my application, and now I need all the well wishes and luck that I can get.

I am asking if those of you who know me can send me all the luck you can muster, and hope and prayers, depending on how you celebrate your Pagan faith.

When my friends and I send luck to one another, we always get it returned in a greater bounty, but I don't think the reserve luck that I have will be enough to help me here.

So, I'm appealing to everyone here that I know, and even those that I don't, that we can appeal to the cosmos to put me some place better, so that I can further my education and do wonderful things, instead of being stuck here with my mother dragging me down.

Heidelberg will be the best thing to happen to me, I just know it. Living here, I have to put up with my mother, which is a great stress, and all these other people and memories that just clouds myself up. I need to start over, and there is one other thing, another reason.

There is someone that I absolutly love over in Germany. I've hurt him so many times, and I want to see him in person again, and tell him that I've been so scared, and I'm so sorry I've hurt him, and to tell him I love him.

If I were to stay here, I can't become what the Goddess wants me to experience. Going someplace else, I know I'll become something completely different.

Thank you all. I wish you well!

[Hera#76]

Sending you a bountyful good luck wish and hoping you get to fulfil your ambitions.

That is quite a heart wrenching story you have. Hope it works out for you.

[sleepyowl]

good luck

[Draconis]

May luck be bestowed on your heart

[Vicki*]

Lots of luck coming your way! Remember if its meant to be, it will be

[hedge*]

I wish you luck
How do you know what the Goddess has in store for you?
Sometimes we just have to go with the flow (punches included) - what ever your outcome is, it will be because it is meant to be.
I hope you get what you desire

[Grizelda]

good luck, and visualize yourself under a tree at the college while you are attending! I find that visualizing can make a huge difference...

[BlackenedRose*]

Good luck coming your way.

It's a lovely story and I really hope things turn our good for you.

[Nyte_Wytch]

Well, mundanely let me say-"Best of luck to ya". Magically I'll burn a sigilized candle for you. Now, as for the love interest you mentioned I wish you luck as well. You mentioned you had hurt him, have we considered maybe some type of forgiveness or better yet a healing spell? If your wanting to rekindle that relationship a little cleaning the slate to start over might be good.

[moonwitch*]

Many good wishes and blessings!

[Arianna]

Thank you everyone for your well wishes and luck, it means so much to me. I haven't gotten any news yet, and so am still waiting.
Nyte_witch, I have in fact considered a spell of some sort for that relationship. I am not sure how he felt in the past, because I'm not sure about his feelings. Perhaps he was happy to know I was happy, and perhaps with this latest relationship I just got out of hurt him, but he seems to be just as caring towards me as before, if not more so. We send emails back and forth to one another, and I am going to send him one today. Hopefully I'll have the courage to come out with what I have to say. I had a dream last night that he sent me a letter in snail mail, telling me that he understood what I was saying, and that he felt the same, but he wanted me to come out and say it, instead of hinting at it. ^_^;; which I have been... And then my horoscope 'daily singles love' (yeah, I'm pathetic) says:ou need to be unusually direct right now in order to have an effect. There will be a little awkward moment at first, but then the floodgates will open and it will all be just fine between you and the other person.

So, I'm taking the hint and trying to wring out the last bit of yellow from my belly... and tell him in no uncertain terms just how much I care about him, without dancing around the subject.

It's going to be hard....especially since I'm so scared about it...*sigh* Here's to courage and letting someone know how you feel about them.

[Nyte_Wytch]

Arianna said:
So, I'm taking the hint and trying to wring out the last bit of yellow from my belly... and tell him in no uncertain terms just how much I care about him, without dancing around the subject.

Being honest and straight forward IMO is always best.

It's going to be hard....especially since I'm so scared about it...*sigh*

This sort of thing is never easy. However the rewards could well be worth it ;o)

Here's to courage and letting someone know how you feel about them.

*raises glass* Cheers my dear and best of luck!

Keep us posted.
To Be Continued....

[Faustos]

Arianna, I shall perform a brief good luck incantation using an orange candle anointed with cinnamon oil and clove oil.
Hope it will benefit you and you will get those positive news soon.

In The Faith.

[Elem]

Good luck to you!

I know how nerve-wracking and tense it can be waiting to see if you're accepted, so just know that I'll be thinking of you and hoping that all goes well .

I hope everything is resolved with your love too, I'm sure he'll understand when you see him and tell him exactly how you feel.

Best wishes and good luck, whatever you do .

Elem

[Arianna]

Well, a bit of an update for all of you that have wished me luck.
I have yet to get a response from the college, but it is because my transcript was lost in the mail. Though, I am hoping to recieve something within the next few days.
As for the one I care about, I did let him know how I felt with a card.
"I thought I'd send this to you, and let you know how much I care about you"
He hasn't made a response to it however, but I don't know if that means he didn't get it, which I doubt, since he got all other mail I sent at this point. I'm unsure if he's just feeling awkward or what...
but anyway, thought I'd let you know how things are going ^_^
Thank you again for all your well wishes!