My Grandmother

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

As I've said before, I have a connection with my grandmother, I can now feel her life force rapidly depleting yet again... after feeling this I spoke with my mother who told me that no one thinks that she'll make it after tonight.

This time, I feel as though I will not be able to sustain her, please send me your energy so that I may be able to buy her a bit more time as I have been doing...I don't know what to do this time and already have given her my limit, and feel so weak so I really need your help this time.

[Moon_Stone]

Oh Shadow Phoenix, I'm so sorry to hear you're suffering and that your grandmother is as well.

I'm sending my energies your way, to help-- but please do realize too, that this may be her time to pass, as hard as that is to hear. There does come a point though, when willing her to stay and sustaining her life becomes more only an act for you, rather than an act of love and light for her. If she's hurting or suffering, I'd try to allow her natural passing to occur instead-- just be with her, be there for her, and make sure she knows just how much you love and treasure her. That's all anyone would want.

Wishing you all the best... the both of you.

~BB~
*M

[kuotetsu]

I understand how you feel, I have lost my grandmother too (my great grandmum), whom i valued and treasured most, however the best thing that i have learned is that all things are passing.. and Yes, as moonstone said, try to be with her and tell her the best things you shared together.

Sometimes, people just have to let go of someone, though it hurts, that way we make them at peace...

However, if you can't let go by now, i'll keep sending energies to ur grandmom.. can u PM me her name? i'll try my best to reach her..

I know you had good intentions.. I've been there too.. Talk to her more often..

Light and Love for you and your grandmom!

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

Thank you both, I do realize that it may be her time. If I could be with her, I most definately would be. However, she is about 5 hours away and I am unable to return to her...she still is unsure of whether she is ready or not, according to what the rest of the family is saying, and does need a bit more time to set her affairs in order. She can't even speak because of the trache in her throat.

I know I'm fighting a losing battle but I feel a powerful urge to give her just a bit longer. Not only for her sake but also for the reason that I may be able to get there, to be with her for her passing. Her name is Lynda by the way.

[kuotetsu]

If you feel that she had to settle things and you're buying her a bit more time.. Then you do it. if that would make her heart at peace..

Light and Love for both of you!

I'll send good thoughts to you as well..

I believe in both of you.. you both can make it!

[[ShadowPhoenix]]

I can feel it happening again, and I'm trying desperately for her. She needs more time, but if after this time...I think it's best that I release her, as hard as it is for me to do. As soon as I've conveyed my message to her...I shall let her go. Until then I am in need of more assisstance, I have too much on my plate. My roomate also had a heart attack the night before, and I'm working to stabilize him, as well my great-grandfather. Please lend me energy once more I cannot sustain them all by myself, at least not without my old methods of obtaining energy, which I have considered, I beseech you.

[Moon_Stone]

((lending))

~BB~