What am I?

[Ayeka the Cat spirit]

This is a copy of my post in the "Spirit Guides section." I decided to make it it's own topic so that I can get more results:

I've been wondering about alot of spiritual things lately. One of the most tantalizing of them is if a human can posses a demon soul. My entire life has been plauged by odd happenings that go beyond just being phsycic. Here are just a few: Like when I was little I loved to jump off the top of the stairs while my parents were out. That was fine, except I never fell, I floated. Of course, the pre-school me stopped being able to do that after I went to class and found that everybody else didn't float. But things kept happening. When I was six I fell off the top of my very tall bunkbed. I got really scared, but when I hit the floor it didn't hurt. I had landed siting down just as comfortably as if I had climbed all the way down and then sat. Only later did I realized that if I had actually fallen I would have cracked my skull on the dresser postioned right behind where I landed. Then when I moved to Lorain more odd things happened. You may not believe this but yes, I controlled wind. I would play outside in storms for hours directing thunder and rain. (To the shock of my poor mother, who was sure I'd be electrocuted.) And now, to top it all off, I'm able to have preminisions. I am always being annoyed by flashes of the future. So, what am I that i am able to do these things??????

[being-singular-plural]

Well, you are SPECIAL!

Blessings,

bsp

[Starwitch]

Those are some really wild stories Akeya. It's unlikely that anyone will believe that those things actually happened. I could understand if you told me you did those things in astral form or in a dream, but not human form. I'm not saying you're lying, but I am saying that I don't think most people will believe you and they will think you are making up stories, so you might want to be careful who you tell these things to so you don't lose your credibility with people. No one else can do things like that so it's unlikely you will find any kindred spirits here who can empathize with you.

The reason many people aren't responding to your posts is because your experiences are too "out there" and most of us just think you are either schizophrenic (which is a real possibility) or that you are making up stories to seem more witchy. Please know that I hate to say something like this to someone, but everyone wants to say it and they are just being polite. It's like you have watched some crazy movie about witchcraft and you're trying to pass off the story line as your own life. If these things have REALLY happened to you, then you are indeed a very special person, probably an alien spirit or something (not likely.) I don't want to tell you that you're lying, because I suppose anything is possible, but it is extremely hard to believe most of the things you have posted here.

[hedge*]

Everything is governed by rules. You can't defy gravity and you can't control the wind, they are both laws unto there own.
I would say that you were dreaming of floating down the stairs and that you were dreaming of falling off the bunk bed, either that or you had a severe black out, might be worth seeing your doctor about that.

I used to stand outside in thunder storms and control them, but then when I was a kid I also painted the rainbow in the sky and put the mans face in the Moon.
*shrug


hedgewitch

[Starwitch]

And no, I don't believe a human can have a demon soul. There are people who would disagree with that though. I don't personally believe in demons at all. I think there are spirits that like to play tricks on people and maybe aren't very nice, but I don't think they are demons. I also don't believe in Satan or Hell.

[willow_witch]

While on the subject of hell.... on the train yesterday i got onto this carraige and this lady was sitting by the door, she look kinda druged out but i could feel her looking at me. so instead of taking the empty seat near her i went and stood in the door way... anyway after about a mniute she stoped starting at me and got up and came over to me and ask me why i would be wearing such a necklace (i wear my pentacle everywhere and with the top i was wearing it was noticable), i told her that i was actully wiccan and that it wasnt a mark of disrespect or anything just of my beliefs, this lady was seriously scary, she was small and plain but she looked drugged out and worn down and but she was kindish, she asked me why i was wiccan and (i have a knack for sensing people umm...vibes.. so i kinda know how to talk to people... if that makes any sence) so i told her that i was from a family of wiccans (even though im not but it was aimed to cut her off, which it did, for about 3 seconds) the she started on well that isnt the only faith even thought your family may tell you it is... i told her that i belief strongly in what i practice and that i have had christain teaching but i choose to remain wiccan, and she told me that she was very sad for me because i was goin to hell and that life goes on forever and would i still feel the same when i'm spending eternity in sulfur and rock, i told her that as a wiccan i dont belive in heaven and hell and that we are all taken to the same place no matter our 'sins', at this point she actully rubed my arm and told me that my beliefs were bullshit and that she would be very sorry that i would be missing from heaven and that when i was in hell she hope i thought about her and her warning. (that was kinda the scariest part she wasnt yell or abusing me she was fully trying to help me and she kept say that 'im only trying to help you', she never used the words save or damned, and her eyes were so pitying.... ) i remained calm and thanked her for her concern and that.... and i walked as fast as i could out of the station SHAKING... i thankfully ran into some friends and i mean they coudl see me shaking... i dont know what got me so freaked about it all... she never yelled at me or anything... but i told them that coz i mean it would have been weird if i told them a lady talked to me and i fliped.... and even retelling the story i start shaking... sorry to take up so much time it just kinda flipped me out alittle... alot...

Willow

[hedge*]

It can be very unnerving to have a complete stranger come up to you and invade your space and try to tell you your beleifs are wrong.
Sheesh!
I would've been shaking too!
Which is why I don't get in to conversations about my spirituality with people I don't know, there will allways be people who are convinced we're all going to hell and they can't transform to your way of thinking, likewise you can't to theirs. Don't worry about it sweetie, if anything put it down to experience and act accordingly if this situation arises again.


hedge

[Starwitch]

Maybe it was her bad energy that made you shake. (Could have been bad despite her being a caring Christian.)

[Moon_Stone]

Yep... and that's why I wear my pentacle on a chain so long it continuiously gets stuck on my bra. Some people just can't let it go, and I just so don't want to hear it. :28: I'm sorry Willow, that stinks you had such an experience. And it's always the "righteous ones" that try to "teach us the way" with kindness and support. Yep. Uh huh.

~BB~

[Alhandra]

Man I would be shouting at her...actually I probably wouldnt but I would of told her to shut her face up. I hate people like that.

Akeya I used to have premonitions when I was younger at night time. My strongest one was when I dreamt my best friend fell into a fire. She wasnt at school next day because she HAD fell into the fire and burnt all up her leg. Those were one of my strong ones. Another one was when my uncles sister ( not really an aunt) was pregnant. I went up to her at a BBQ she was having and told her she will be having the baby on Friday and its going to be a girl. She laughed in my face saying they were sure it was a boy and the baby isnt due to another month. Sure enough it came on Friday and it was a girl. She then told me I was right. I dont get them anymore.

The floating experience...when I was younger I was very,very much into Faerie magic. I used to go outside and play in the forest behind the house I lived at the time. One time me and my mate were playing and we were trying to sit on top of the massive boulder rock that was about 8ft or 10 ft anyway non of us could get up and I tried once more and it felt like I was flying...seriously. Somet seemed to have pushed my feet upwards and my arms were really light. My mate Jenny was like er...how did you do that? Sure enough I couldnt get down from the rock too well! lol. If you were into faerie magick at the time it could of been them. I think I might start a topic on this lol.

[Blue Moon Princess]

When you are a child, you have the innocence and belief to do things adults simply can't understand. A guardian angel, a spirit guide, faerie magick...I believe they protect children.

[moonlit]

I'm not even getting into this subject because most of you know how I am when I get fired up about stuff, I tend to fly off the handle and not really think whether ppl will be offended or not. lol

[Tinevisce]

I know, I hate it when people abuse Wicca. Talk about bad rap!

[Rein]

Wait a second here....That's MY post!!! Ayeka the Cat spirit....That was my old username!! I never thout I'd remeber it.....

[moonlit]

So... are you like admitting that what you posted wasn't true or what????

moonlit