I feel......

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I feel......

Postby Purewitch22 » Wed Dec 07, 2011 10:50 pm

Okay, I've been soo busy lately so I haven't been on. But, I made time today, It is 10:43 pm and I have to get up at 4 am for school, because I've been having this feeling I am being watched. I looked up towards the direction it felt like it was coming from and there was a hooded figure (in black) then it went poof and was gone. I've also been more violent and vicious and I dont know why. My friends and I found this really cool Gold Necklace that has a weird design on it, and it's been happening to me only. I seem to be "evil" now. If that makes sense. I do stuff, like cuss out my mom, knowing what I'm doing but not being there. Is that weird? I feel so scared. My friends mother, who is an Archeologist, told us what we found is supposedly cursed so we should lose it. We didnt. Now Im thinking its right. Ive had over 5 N.D.E's (just this week) and over 7000 since we found it on Halloween. I need help. Ive tried cleansing, spells, praying, rituals, everything. Its not helping.
If it is at all possible, I need to know how to get rid of this. My Pit Bull, Cinnamon(I think she is my Familiar) doesnt want to leave my side. She sits like a Gargoyle on my lap all the time, and growls in the direction I feel like I'm being watched from. Is it possible I only see...whatever it is, at night? And am I being possessed? Is that why I can say something, knowing somewhere Im saying it, but not being there????
Blessed Be!
If you look around and think the world is missing something, it is probably the gift you were
supposed to be bringing." — Julie Cuccia Watts

“When nothing is sure, everything is possible.” —
Margaret Drabble

“There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, /
Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” — William
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"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I – I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all
the difference." — Robert Frost

sapph

Re: I feel......

Postby sapph » Tue Dec 13, 2011 3:28 am

cool post :O and it sounds a bit like something going on with me only i haven't seen it properly.
i believe in spirits or ghosts and people that are there but not actually there, but they're there..i understand the acting up, i do it and i don't know why, it feels like there is something and it doesn't feel like a good thing does it. i feel for you as it seems a lot stronger :/ if you can see it then it must have a lot of negative energy built up over a long time!?

how often do you see it?? and did it only appear when you found the necklace?? cuz i don't think it's that.
NDE near death experiences?? :/ 7000 i hope it doesn't mean that, 7000 near death experiences i wouldn't be able to leave my house!!

have you tried to make contact with it?? and how do you feel when you say that you are possessed??
xx

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Re: I feel......

Postby AutumnMaidens » Tue Dec 13, 2011 6:14 am

Sounds like an aura lifter but that is only in a worst case scenario. It might very well be that you are haunted and that the spirit was attached to the necklace, I doubt it is a curse though because you can't curse someone with a haunting.
If you use a pendulum I would suggest using it here. If you don't you can just use a string with a little weight at the bottom (like a paperclip). Hold it in your active hand and let it hang loose and decide for yourself if circle means yes or no or if straight line means yes or no. (very neat excersize anyway.) Ask it if someone is here, if it says yes you can ask if this is an angry/evil person, etc etc.
Pendulums are a very safe and very direct way of communicating with spirits/guides because you don't have direct contact with the spirit world and so are not risking possession.

You can chant the "Arms of the great mother-" chant, which is a really powerful chant for protecting yourself.
You can cast a circle everytime you feel that same pressence and make the boundries larger and larger to encompass your entire room.
In extreme cases you can burn sage, because sage scares off all energies (even positive ones) as long as you charge straight after or else the negativity will come back full force.

If you feel the necklace is the cause of this you might do well to cleanse it or burry it. There are several ways of cleansing it, a very effective one would be to place it on your altar pentacle and next esbat you draw down the moon energy and send it straight into the object.

Hope this helps and please keep us posted.
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Re: I feel......

Postby Purewitch22 » Wed Dec 14, 2011 4:42 pm

what is this Arm of the mother chant? My mother, who is Wiccan (but hasn't had much time to help me with my magick) keeps burning Sage, a lot. Maybe she senses it?
Blessed Be!
If you look around and think the world is missing something, it is probably the gift you were
supposed to be bringing." — Julie Cuccia Watts

“When nothing is sure, everything is possible.” —
Margaret Drabble

“There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, /
Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” — William
Shakespeare
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I – I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all
the difference." — Robert Frost

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Re: I feel......

Postby AutumnMaidens » Thu Dec 15, 2011 12:03 pm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jajOFQMS7rw

The arms of the great mother ever surround me x2
I invoke the protection of devine mothers embrace
I invoke the protection of devine mothers grace

And maybe she does, you should ask her. And please make sure to charge after using Sage, I cannot stress this to much, people tend to burn Sage and forget it clears out 'all' energies, and we need those positive energies.

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Our bible IS the wind and the rain."

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Re: I feel......

Postby Purewitch22 » Thu Dec 15, 2011 1:39 pm

Thank you. :) I'll let you know what happens!
Blessed Be!
If you look around and think the world is missing something, it is probably the gift you were
supposed to be bringing." — Julie Cuccia Watts

“When nothing is sure, everything is possible.” —
Margaret Drabble

“There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, /
Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.” — William
Shakespeare
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I – I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all
the difference." — Robert Frost


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