Lol, sorry wrong post but correct advice non the less. Meditation is a very good start although like you said clues tend to be vague and subtle at times. pay attention to lucid dreams as well, there is always something in them to be found although may not always be what you're looking for. As I said earlier, mine is Athena and basically I found out quite abruptly, kind of caught me off guard but without going too much into it I pretty much heard it from the horses mouth, lol. I used to think mine was eris, but was told differently, directly, shortly thereafter. You may find yours in many different ways, just be ready for it when you do

hope this helps!