Possible connection with Mother Earth or I am just crazy.

[famouspoet1999]

Okay this is going to sound strange and I may ramble but please bear with me. I have always been drawn to mother nature. Every since I was a baby. I had colic extremely bad and the only thing that would calm me down was the sound of thunderstorms or tornado storms on the t.v.. As I grew older I found that animals of all kinds were drawn to me and I never had a fear of them. I never had a fear of nature but was nervous of earthquakes. Growing up I would dream of someone, might be someone I knew or even a stranger and hen within a couple of days at the most we would find out that they were hurt or worse they died. I still have these dreams. I have had dreams of terrible events that have helped me to save the lives of my children. I have a gift of being able to walk into a building and tell if something has happened in the past. And I can even tell if someone is in the room with me and I even hear them talking to me sometimes. My children have these same gifts as well. Now that you know this here is where I think I am going crazy. I have a question. Can mother nature reincarnate herself into someone? if not can she connect with someone so strongly that they can have a connection themselves with nature and feel like they can somewhat control nature in a small since or atleast help nature in a small since?

I ask this because a couple of years ago I had a dream that seemed so real it woke me up from a dead sleep. I woke up and wrote down an idea about a woman had a deep connection with mother nature. I took it to mean that she was actually mother nature reincarnated, it might have meant mother nature was just working through her and I misunderstood the dream. Anyways it stuck with me and I dreamt about it everynight for a week so I wrote it down as an idea for a book. After this different aspects came to me in dreams and I added them but never finished the book. Now fastforward to now. I started having the dream about the woman and mother nature again. Then these nature disasters started occurring. Each time I hear about them, not only my heart aches but it feels like my souls breaks and I get that image of the woman and mother nature from my dream in my head. Then thoughts cross my mind that someone is trying to tell me something and that there might be something I can do to help. I am knew to Wicca. I studied years ago but have just recently gotten back into. Something about that dream forced me to start really looking at how I saw my life and the world and it led me to Wicca. Am I crazy? Is what I dreamt just a dream? Is it really someone trying to talk to me or work through me? I am confused and in the same instance ready to do what needs to be done. I have this feeling inside that keeps telling me something has to be done, something needs to change now before it is too late. I hope someone can help me figure this out because I do not know what to think.

[Vesca]

These are called mystical experiences - feeling a oneness with the natural world around you.

I don't know why mother earth would need to reincarnate into a limited human body, considering by definition that earth is the mother to all humans to begin with. But feeling that maternal connection and placing a familiar face onto the thought-form in your dreams is a pretty normal thing when it comes to your subconscious putting emotions and images together.

I wouldn't say you're crazy though. If you feel you need to do something to help heal the earth, try looking into some eco-friendly movements or practices (we even have our own subforum for it). Change your own lifestyle habits to be more environmentally friendly, write a blog, join a group, donate to a cause, etc... A lot of people have been feeling this way over recent years (decades? longer?).