Postby mysticfyrefly » Tue Apr 29, 2008 10:26 am
I have fought with this for a very long time lots of depression..It is no fun being miserable and unhappy. I think though in all honesty that this is gonna come mostly from within gotta squash your inner demons and find the good within yourself thats where the strength is gonna come i'd go for more of a purification type of spell or like a prophetic style of spell maybe this one here...
http://www.everythingunderthemoon.net/s ... within.htm looked like a good one you could add this along with the following.. just a suggestion I personally cast a circle do a grounding and ask for inner strength to heal this doesnt' have to be perfect its just gotta feel right for you meditate on healing and picture yourself holding yourself above and being one with everything.. the moon the stars.. sun...tree's etc the four elements meditate on that then after i'm done there I run a bath I put in a bit of my own bath salts but there are good ones you can buy too like healing garden that allow you to relax I put candles around each corner of the tub and I light also one special candle that coinisides with whatever i'm wanting to heal or am wanting for myself personally I like purple for general purposes I meditate close my eyes relax in tub feel the light of the candles surrounding me and picture myself being surrounded by a circle of light I think of myself being healed and happy and when I get out of the tub I picture or even say aloud sometimes... I take all the pain the hurt and things that are poison and they are now gone down the drain. I like doing all this before bed because then i can go to bed and I usually have some really positive dreams that allow me to see things in a different light I know i rambled some on this but I know how painful this can all be so thought i'd share with you my way of doing it.
Hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul. And sings the tune without the words, and never stops at all...Emily Dickinson