dead, than resurrected...falling, flying.

[gwenblackbird]

I have had a few dreams, (even when i was little) that I die (actually die) in my dream and then I'll come back to life. It even feels like my soul leaves my body, it's not painful though, it's somewhat peaceful in a way. Besides the fact of me sort of being scared usually that I've died I'm still aware of what's going on around my body. I also have a lot of dreams of falling, and when i have those dreams i usually wake up with a jolt and sometimes suck in a gasp of air then I'll go back to bed once i realize that I'm in my bed.
I use to always have dreams of flying, but it wasn't normal flying. I would have to sort of "pull" on something that was above of me that i couldn't see, like some sort of a bar.
I could explain what needs to be explained more if needed, just say so.